Sebstepat

I wish I could forget about Porn. I can remember scenes from 10-15 years ago as if I watched it yesterday. I don't want to remember.

I bought a Syrian hamster. I think it will do me good to take care of a pet. I named him Bennie haha.

I let myself down. I relapsed. After the deed I was like: This is it?

14 days streak, not feeling so good. Constantly thinking about MO. Not even P, just MO. I'm glad I have to go to work again tomorrow.

7 days streak! Made it through the weekend even though I had urges.. but I managed to control them :)

I feel good. I'm going to make it through the weekend!