Semtex

Thank you. I felt it when you sent me your dragon ball energy.

Get that streak going!

Thank you my friend.

I shall lay siege

Trying to pick up pieces of myself... In a weird limbo, the world seems hard to believe. In other words, everything as usual. What about thou?

@Freiherr von Münchhausen It feels like I'm going back to the tracks after a month of Void. I don't know why I choosed to suffer, maybe because pain is usefull for evolution. Btw I'm preparing myself for a long trip in bike so I think the situation will get better.

It is! You rule buddy!!

grazie :)

Thanks for asking bro, everything's the same for better or worse.

How long has this been happening? Is there a pattern to this kind of thinking that you have detected?

It's been going on for years, really. The distance from the "real" world varies but it remains unreachable pretty much all the time. There is no pattern, it's just that the volume is set to very low.

I understand and empathize completely man. For me, after almost dying, the world seems like a bad dream, or like somebody's cosmic dollhouse.

Alas, it was not to be.

I definitely do not recommend. Sleep is everything, and its amazing how much we take it for granted. You start seeing things the third day and you feel like you're gunna die

I must say the hallucination aspect tempts me

Hahaha it sounds tempting and I'd agree if the hallucinations didn't come with a sense of dread, a feeling of hopelessness, and despair all tied and curled up in the pit of your stomach like a fist pulling you down by your organs.

Hardly. Cactus would be more accurate.

@Fantasia you still with us??

Set on the ground and try growing pumpkins from that shit.

Having a hard time following this advice.