ShameFalco

45 years old, married multiple times, divorced one less time than married... blended family of boys and girls, all under 14... I've been struggling with P and M for the entirety of my adult life, and my wife believes that since she "caught" me looking at porn over a year ago I have been "sober." I referred to it as a habit, and was honest about why I thought I used P, but I've been less than sober since that time I got caught. I think that "Idle hands are the devil's playground" is an exact description of my addiction. I hope this gives me better results than my own willpower, because that clearly isn't enough.