SirErnest

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Superb advice from @Quitterrr: 'Don't start a chain'. Of course! One thing leads to another... Jun 30, 2020 at 11:58 AM

1. SirErnest
  https://forum.nofap.com/index.php?threads/135-days-in-life-completely-changed.138787/
  
  Jan 31, 2020
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2. SirErnest
  Feel pretty bad, but I know that falling won't fix it.
  
  Jan 30, 2020
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  2. SirErnest
    Flashes of confidence and happiness though! It's good to note down those moments.
    
    Jan 30, 2020
    
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3. SirErnest
  Ah yes I forgot. I had acne on my back for years. The only big change I have made is a lot less masturbation, and the acne is gone.
  
  Jan 29, 2020
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4. SirErnest
  https://forum.nofap.com/index.php?threads/day-31-for-me-reflection-on-my-current-journey.141301/
  
  Jan 28, 2020
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5. SirErnest
  Fell a little yesterday. Shame as did over 2 weeks. Took control as usual and back on track.
  
  Jan 27, 2020
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6. SirErnest
  Didn't want to exercise, cold shower and meditate, but I did and feel about 50% better. Worth it.
  
  Jan 24, 2020
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  2. Mirach
    What do we know hey....
    
    Jan 24, 2020
    
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7. SirErnest
  Some flashes of being ok with my struggles at the moment. It has to be done, so do it.
  
  Jan 23, 2020
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8. SirErnest
  Ten days of no touching today. Didn't feel good but tried to ignore that crap and get on with it. Self control and pretending won.
  
  Jan 22, 2020
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9. SirErnest
  I'm now 40+, but suspect that the main issues are from childhood and/or genetics. We can't improve unless we need/want to.
  
  Jan 17, 2020
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  3. SirErnest
    Hopefully your childhood was super. Maybe just access to P etc? It's a big moment when we see extravagant P as a teen. I just think it was a thrill in an otherwise unhappy life for me.
    
    Jan 17, 2020
    
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  4. IAmLegion
    Yeah. Most of it, anyway. Perhaps it has to do with the fact that no matter how many friends i make, I have always preferred isolation. That's my working theory for now.
    
    Jan 17, 2020
    
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  5. SirErnest
    Isolation can be ok. It depends on country, where in country, genes maybe. And there are different phases in one's life. Keep it simple: do the overall best thing for now..
    
    Jan 17, 2020
    
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10. SirErnest
  It took about 6 weeks of depression and anxiety to get over my former marijuana problem. I should remember that with PMO and booze.
  
  Jan 17, 2020
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  2. SirErnest
    Although I have found that when I have taken two weeks off booze, I feel ok. PMO? We shall see
    
    Jan 17, 2020
    
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11. SirErnest
  A slow decline into bland depression today, but luckily a couple of moments of beauty. I did the helpful things.
  
  Jan 17, 2020
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12. SirErnest
  Controlled the depression today. Worked hard and pretended. Looking forward to a little exercise and meditation in the morning.
  
  Jan 16, 2020
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  2. LanaDelRey
    Crushing it Ernest. You got this. I always enjoy reading your status updates
    
    Jan 16, 2020
    
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  3. |Gon|
    Good SirErnest! I didn't know you have depression, Hope it get better with the passing of the days.
    
    Jan 16, 2020
    
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  4. SirErnest
    Depression, anxiety, some anger. All there, but we don't have to let those things define us.
    
    Jan 17, 2020
    
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13. SirErnest
  Controlled my medium-level panic attacks today. All day. Told myself there was no other option. Act normal..
  
  Jan 15, 2020
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  2. Deleted Account
    Yea you always survive it no matter what, its just a panic attack it will come and it will go. Best to just act normal and go about your day.
    
    Jan 15, 2020
    
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14. SirErnest
  If you feel stuck in a repetitive cycle, at least you're trying to get out of it. Small steps, but they must be done.
  
  Jan 14, 2020
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  2. Coffee Candy
    A good reminder
    
    Jan 18, 2020
    
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15. SirErnest
  Seems unlikely: https://talksport.com/sport/boxing/655302/tyson-fury-masturbating-deontay-wilder/
  
  Jan 14, 2020
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  2. SirErnest
    It doesn't refer to masturbating his opponent, as the link might suggest.
    
    Jan 14, 2020
    
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  3. IAmLegion
    This is also mentioned:
    
    " ahead of the big fight, the 31-year-old said: “I’m doing a lot of things I didn’t before." "
    
    That said, we can safely say that this is simply innovation on his part.
    Just because it doesn't suit us doesn't mean it's not applicable for others living completely different lifestyles.
    
    Even so, it's moreso a trial than an established routine for this guy.
    
    Jan 14, 2020
    
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  4. SirErnest
    The "I'm doing a lot of things...' might also be just psychological, including lying. Who knows! What we need is scientific studies (with twins) to find out the facts on this topic. Personally I don't feel like fighting after cracking one (or 7) out.
    
    Jan 14, 2020
    
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16. SirErnest
  Weekend dips into edging becoming less and I now bounce back quicker, especially with exercise, diet and meditation. Need to now fix this.
  
  Jan 13, 2020
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17. SirErnest
  Ask yourself: 'Is this behaviour helpful?'. Both yes and no are powerful things to be aware of.
  
  Jan 13, 2020
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  2. FlashgordonsApe
    True. Weird thing with answer yes is to recognize "Yes, this is helpful, it benefits me" and still not doing it on a regular basis... Why?
    
    Jan 15, 2020
    
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18. SirErnest
  Some half-hearted edging today alas. Rebuilding from NOW.
  
  Jan 12, 2020
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19. SirErnest
  My only note to myself today was about the (small) positives. They are the hand-holds on the mountain. Kind of a mental trick on myself.
  
  Jan 10, 2020
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20. SirErnest
  Work week done. 1 or 2 hour periods daily of confidence and focus. People really do react differently. #AURA
  
  Jan 10, 2020
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