Recent content by Sleepingbadger

Hello! Thanks for your reply. I've been feeling mostly down for the last few years, but there have been some good times too so I haven't sought help so far. I don't feel really comfortable talking about my addiction with someone in person so that's why I've been quitting alone. I feel really...

I'm lost.

Hi. It's my first time here in a year and I'd like to share with you all how I currently feel about my life and porn addiction. I feel like I've reached a dead end with my life and there's no way out. I'm soon 21 years old and I've wasted my whole youth on porn. I've been feeling bad about it...

Serving in the Finnish Defence Forces at the moment. It’s pretty tough but at least I’ve had pretty much no time to think about PMO.

You can succeed if nobody else believes it, but you will never succeed if you don't believe in yourself. -William Boetcker

Unfortunately I relapsed, but didn't use P. Now I just need make sure that I don't go that far and start a new streak right away.

Insane urges for two days straight and they're really hard to ignore. I wish I get through this somehow without relapsing.

One day, you will wake up and there won't be any more time to do the things you've always wanted. Do it now. -Paulo Coelho

Thank you for this post! You are very right. This addiction has caused me to see sex as something dirty and lustful, where I should see it as something beautiful that two persons share in order to express their love for each other. In fact nowadays I mostly connect sexuality to feelings of...

Hello! I've been having problems with provocative thoughts, memories of porn and fantasizing lately. These thoughts just pop in my head randomly and then I become tempted. I can avoid P and M as long as I don't take any physical action towards them but for some reason these thoughts are really...

I though it was pretty unlikely that someone would have felt similar things and would understand me but I guess I was wrong. That makes me really relieved. Also, thank you for the tips! Now that I think about it there was a time when I tried to quit that I didn't count my days daily or even...

Thank you so much for your kind words! There's no way I'm giving up now even though it's hard now. I need to fight this addiction. Now that I'm back to this point even after my 333 days streak, it became so obvious to me that I'm really addicted to PMO.

Hello! I've been addicted to porn since I was 12, so I guess it's been almost 8 years now. I used to PMO from one to three times a day when I was addicted. First time I noticed that pmo didn't do any good to me was at age 15. I didn't seriously commit to quitting pmo back then but I started...

There's no excuse for relapsing. I only relapse because I choose to do so. There's no single time I have relapsed when I decided not to.