SoccerBall

Fapstronaut, Male, from northwest USA

Feeling better, gonna make it to 14 days this time, I know I can. After that It will get easier May 27, 2022 at 12:52 AM

SoccerBall was last seen:: May 27, 2022 at 3:33 AM

1. SoccerBall
  Doing better, no real urges today and no trigger seeking. Trying to keep my mind off of it.
  
  Jan 20, 2022
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  2. Deleted Account
    live life with deliberate action, zombie-ism is hard to fight but it is worth it.
    
    Jan 20, 2022
    
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  3. Unusual Username
    @Whispers Hey, could you elaborate on zombie-ism? Do you mean to say we should live, instead of just surviving?
    
    Jan 20, 2022
    
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  4. Deleted Account
    live with deliberate intent and not just float by mindlessly through life sensation seeking like a junkie. Make strong connections with friends and family, don't coast through life being nothing but a shambling corpse seeking flesh of the living.
    
    So yes live don't just survive.
    
    Jan 20, 2022
    
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2. SoccerBall
  Had a bad time yesterday but I am back in the saddle. Ready to try again!
  
  Jan 19, 2022
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3. SoccerBall
  Had first major relapse today. I am still shaking. Two weeks no porn is the score to beat. Trying to build myself back up.
  
  Jan 18, 2022
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  2. Deleted Account
    You are on the right director. I had the similar feeling. Don’t give up. Going back means it will be harder and longer to recover the next time.
    
    Jan 18, 2022
    
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  3. Deleted Account
    If u relapse make this period short as possible .
    
    Jan 18, 2022
    
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4. SoccerBall
  Good morning! Day three no slips. Feeling P good. 2 weeks no porn!
  
  Jan 18, 2022
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  2. silex_jedi
    good news ! that's great to hear !
    
    Jan 18, 2022
    
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  3. Berserker_
    Great work bro!
    
    Jan 18, 2022
    
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5. SoccerBall
  Having a good day. A little bit of trigger seeking, but nothing major. Lifting weights/playing vr games has helped with channeling energy.
  
  Jan 17, 2022
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6. SoccerBall
  Back to day 2 no M feeling good!
  
  Jan 17, 2022
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7. SoccerBall
  Evening update: no slips, vibing and playing vr games. Would recommend the quest 2 fs.
  
  Jan 16, 2022
8. SoccerBall
  Doing well this morning. Hyped for AOT
  
  Jan 16, 2022
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9. SoccerBall
  Slipped again... M'd after some dirty talk on the phone with Gf. I have been avoiding visual triggers but I really need better M strategies.
  
  Jan 15, 2022
  2. Deleted Account
    I use cold water on the face, back of the neck, run cold water over hands, wakes you up and stops the haze from leading you into the pit.
    
    Jan 15, 2022
    
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  3. VinceLaCroix
    Can't you say that you'd rather do those things in real life than talk about it to avoid such things in the future?
    
    Jan 15, 2022
    
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  4. SoccerBall
    Appreciate the strategies, will try and incorporate them.
    
    Jan 15, 2022
    
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10. SoccerBall
  Good morning so far, ready for the day. Mom is back from hospital, surgery went well!
  
  Jan 15, 2022
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  2. Deleted Account
    That's great news!
    
    Jan 15, 2022
    
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11. SoccerBall
  Slipped today twice with M. I have had a lot of negative emotions since wed and this has been hard. Not giving up. I will make it to two wks
  
  Jan 15, 2022
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  2. Deleted Account
    Don't worry of slip ups, keep going..
    
    Jan 15, 2022
    
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12. SoccerBall
  No slip, but set new rules going forward to help prevent slips. No insta unless checking feed, No phone in bed unless charging on desk.
  
  Jan 13, 2022
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13. SoccerBall
  Almost slipped up pulled back. I can do this!
  
  Jan 13, 2022
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  2. Deleted Account
    Don't let your addictions turn you to crispy bacon.
    
    Jan 13, 2022
    
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  3. Deleted Account
    Don’t be afraid of falling. What u need is to develop compassion for yourself against those self destructive images, videos and habits. It's all about learning to live without them. As u develop compassion u will get more out of life, accept the surroundings better and enjoy life better.
    
    Jan 13, 2022
    
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14. SoccerBall
  Back on day two no M full week no P!!!! I am the master of my own mind. My outlook makes a large impact on my reality.
  
  Jan 13, 2022
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15. SoccerBall
  No PMO today. Felt stressed and it was hard to get work done. Sometimes you just need to let yourself relax to make it through.
  
  Jan 13, 2022
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  2. Deleted Account
    Give time and relax whenever u can. Do it as slowly as possible.
    
    Jan 13, 2022
    
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16. SoccerBall
  3:30 update: so far so good. Posting on here has been a great outlet for me, I am thankful for everyone who has been liking and commenting
  
  Jan 12, 2022
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17. SoccerBall
  Good morning so far. Surgery could start tonight depending on blood work. I am not going to lean into PMO to cope. I can stay strong.
  
  Jan 12, 2022
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  2. silex_jedi
    man i wish both of you the best. but you might be tempted for PMO sooner or later, but there's only one way out of it.
    
    Jan 12, 2022
18. SoccerBall
  Slipped up again. Though about GF. Triggered by insta. Trying not to beat myself up. No P so far is progress, and 2 Os is better than relaps
  
  Jan 11, 2022
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19. SoccerBall
  Urges came on strong. got close to a slip but refocused. My libido is strong but I am stronger
  
  Jan 11, 2022
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20. SoccerBall
  Morning of Day 2 no pmo day 6 no p. Urges are present but I will continue deflecting to be as present as I can. I am thankful for this site.
  
  Jan 11, 2022
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