A bit down today. barely any drive and lust. and any lust is superficial submissive stuff. maybe i should just eat something to warm up.
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Offered food to the spirits of the dead yesterday, they seemed happy. Food candle drink and runes seemed to ease their pain.
i guess thats what you call a "flatline" .. i just feel empty without drive,. i am awake but for no purpose. im getting a tad worried.
I tried porn, but it doesnt hit me like it used to. i tried femboys furries futanari hetero stuff gay stuff.. but it doesnt work anymore
i forgot how many days its been since i ejaculated... been a while
rather empty, feminine urges more under control now. They stop being a fetish and calm down to be a part of me. i guess
if you get the meme, you get a cookie <3 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dIoILN_KrhU
throwing in some ginger, black tea and st johns wort -to keep the spirit up
tired for seemingly no reason.
the moment when you can relate to plankton from spongebob... a tad too much ~~(°O° ' )~
splish! sploosh! <3 haha
now i get the old "attack chopper" sexuality meme (°///°) lots of splash damage and collateral <3
just sooo damn horny :'( fuck
still horny still have not cum. i have intense sexual cravings. idk if this is another lesson or trial by the spirits but i want dicks idk y
just so horny... sure im bi/pan but...its not normal for me to have the desperate desire to be a man's w** fuck... idk what to do
been flooded with various sexual cravings.
still managed to keep my seed in.
What bound me before, will serve me or break under my feet. I must recover and use what i learned to help this empty world.
Reminds me to my past with that cult. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4Qpg6iVqNWs
Sure im bi/pan or whatever its called these days -but those sudden visions of men being together without shame or fetish is.. interesting.
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