struggle19

I discovered masturbation at 10 alone. At the beginning, I faped once a week, then twice, three time per week, and almost every night. We had Internet at home when I was 12, and I discovered the wonderful adult's world with soft pornography. At the beginning, I was searching for pictures, then videos, until a webcam site poped-up. Since this time, I get addicted to liveshows.
Now, I am 21 and I realized that I have been addicted half my whole life. And I think it's too sad because pornography is ruining my life. I feel bad consciousness, sadness, tiredness, loneliness...

I am looking forward the day to seeing this day, when I'll be free from this chain and when I will be a man without nothing to hide.

Sciences, informatic, electronics