Such Small Hands

Fapstronaut, Male, 27

Had a few-month-stretch of serenity, a measure of peace - then relapsed quite recently, and HARD. Been going at it almost daily ever since. Jul 9, 2022

Such Small Hands was last seen:: Aug 19, 2022

1. Such Small Hands
  I can fucking make it till Friday. Let's go, people. Let's do this thing. A week is a week is a week.
  
  Dec 14, 2018
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2. Such Small Hands
  And of course I have to ruin it for myself just as I'm peaking! But I can't let the disappointment destroy me. This is real progress, folks.
  
  Dec 14, 2018
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3. Such Small Hands
  Two more days, and it'll be a week clean!
  
  Dec 14, 2018
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4. Such Small Hands
  Damn, nearly relapsed. Funny how slippery the slope is. One moment, you think you're on a harmless video, and the next, one click away
  
  Dec 14, 2018
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5. Such Small Hands
  Feeling like an adult for the first time, oddly enough, helps me a lot. It's like I no longer have time to waste with porn.
  
  Dec 12, 2018
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6. Such Small Hands
  A streak of one day (24 hours) is a streak nonetheless! Onwards and upwards! Beat the darkness back with righteousness!
  
  Dec 8, 2018
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  2. Deleted Account
    Every day counts ;-)
    Good job :-)
    
    Dec 8, 2018
    
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7. Such Small Hands
  Damn, had a longer than expected win streak. Almost thought I was cured. But I can't let the disappointment wreck me this time! Onward!
  
  Dec 6, 2018
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8. Such Small Hands
  The tracker is a double-edged sword, especially for people like me, who craves that sense of self-loathing after a relapse/restart.
  
  Dec 4, 2018
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  2. CTRL + DEL
    No joke there bro.
    
    Dec 4, 2018
    
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  3. Deleted Account
    Just remember day 1 is the most important day. Enjoy ever day as day 1. Worth a shot...
    
    Dec 4, 2018
    
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9. Such Small Hands
  Looking at a woman and appreciating their beauty is fine. Ogling can be creepy and might lead to more toxic behaviors
  
  Dec 1, 2018
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10. Such Small Hands
  Masturbation sideeffects: chronic neck pain from constantly checking your bedroom door to see if its still closed.
  
  Dec 1, 2018
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11. Such Small Hands
  You have to be careful, lest you spiral into darker behavior!
  
  Nov 29, 2018
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12. Such Small Hands
  There should be a special word created for that feeling after you relapse, after promising yourself, and others, not to relapse.
  
  Nov 27, 2018
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  2. CTRL + DEL
    Frustration
    
    Nov 27, 2018
    
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  3. Deleted Account
    Disappointment?
    
    Nov 27, 2018
    
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13. Such Small Hands
  Anyone here attend a support group outside of NoFap for this? Like, in real life, not on the Internet?
  
  Nov 27, 2018
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  2. Deleted Account
    It's sad, but in many countries there's not an association to help especially
    to people addicted to pornography and masturbation, at least not in mine. But there are support groups where they help you to implement the 12 steps of AA.
    I was attending one, although I was only going to listen to what the sessions were like.
    
    Nov 27, 2018
    
    Coffee Candy, What I Do That Defines Me, Deleted Account and 2 others like this.
14. Such Small Hands
  Making important steps forward outside of NoFap but feeling stagnant on NoFap :(
  
  Nov 26, 2018
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  2. Deleted Account
    well... one step at a time?
    
    Nov 26, 2018
    
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15. Such Small Hands
  I have to try, at least, God damn it.
  
  Nov 24, 2018
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  2. Deleted Account
    Trial and error is one way to learn, just do not go repeating errors.
    
    Nov 24, 2018
    
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16. Such Small Hands
  Porn as a stress relief. It doesn't even have to be that exciting anymore. You just need to feel pleasure. Dangerous territory!
  
  Nov 23, 2018
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17. Such Small Hands
  Porn is getting boring now. Don't know if I should rejoice or worry. Best to take advantage of this phase and strengthen my defenses.
  
  Nov 20, 2018
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18. Such Small Hands
  I'm back. Detox not very successful, but I think returning to my tracker will do me some good.
  
  Nov 12, 2018
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19. Such Small Hands
  Still on a bit of a detox. Wondering how I'm gonna do this. I want to be strong enough to be more than proud of my achievements here.
  
  Nov 6, 2018
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20. Such Small Hands
  Time for a detox. This site is one of the best things that ever happened to me, btw.
  
  Nov 4, 2018
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A student, writer and art lover. PMO addict. Trying to beat it. Mostly failing. Will continue to fight, though, for as long as necessary.
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