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Day 38. Not easy. Slipped with mental edging - fantasy. Jan 29, 2023 at 6:01 AM

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    1. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      42 days without an O or M. Feels like it’s been way too long since I’ve had such a long streak
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      +TenPercent
      Day 41. Survived!
      1. Raven King likes this.
    3. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      Day 40 without an O (or M) and looked at porn once since January 2021 … but a little slippery today. Device on.
      1. Mr. Stark and SirErnest like this.
    4. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      Day 38 without 0. Stressful day, hot weather and seeing one woman in summer clothes = compelling urge to edge. Ugh.
      1. {Ananta} likes this.
    5. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      Day 36. It’s been way too long since I’ve had sex with my gf. I’m doing okay, but worried about her sexual satisfaction.
      1. Mr. Monk
        Mr. Monk
        I knew a friend that had sex every single day twice at least in his relationship eventually they divorced. You're life force is treasure and she should validate it like a gem, so she shouldn't be.
        May 14, 2022
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      +TenPercent
      Day 35. Holding up pretty well, though I nearly had an “involuntary” O while taking a walk today.
      1. {Ananta}, you_can_UK and Kieran2121 like this.
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      Deleted Account
      You are a really good guy. Much respect to you knowing yourself and your boundaries. Very self aware = powerful.
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    8. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      Day 33. Made it through another day! Rough week. Ambivalent about my participation in NoFap,
      1. {Ananta} likes this.
    9. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      Day 32. Having a bad day. Bad things that keep getting worse. Feeling despair. Put my chastity device on. Not sorry. It helps.
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      3. +TenPercent
        +TenPercent
        Yes. They all have some sort of opening for that. But there’s a reasonable chance of things not lining up right and spraying pee all over the place (happened to me once in a public restroom) so most guys find it safer to pee sitting down.
        May 16, 2022
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      4. {Ananta}
        {Ananta}
        waiting a minute , it could be option for me, do some cme with keys i can leave the key in my car which is a long walk outside ,
        May 16, 2022
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      5. +TenPercent
        +TenPercent
        Yes. They all come with keys. I keep one on my keychain (in case of emergencies) but it still helps. Once its' locked up, I tend to relax. Then, once the urges have passed . . . I'll unlock myself. Or, sometimes, I'll just leave it on for a couple of hours . . . until it starts pinching.
        May 16, 2022
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      +TenPercent
      Day 31 without O or masturbation. A month! It’s been too long since I’ve gone this long!
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    11. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      Made it to day 29. Yesterday was a roller coaster but I ended up in good shape. Grateful for another day without masturbation. :)
    12. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      Panic button! Ch device on. Caffeine mistake! 28 days without an O, too much caffeine = jittery pressure for release, even without arousal.
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        +TenPercent
        Awesome. Thank you for the (instant!) support. :)
        Did 21 push-ups. I’m thinking it might be time to start journaling again - maybe in the uncategorized section. Focus on recovery.
        May 6, 2022
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      4. Cirilla
        Cirilla
        You do you man but for what it's worth - I think it's an excellent idea. Harder to masturbate when your hands are busy typing that you really don't want to do it.
        May 6, 2022
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        +TenPercent
        Agreed. NoFap (and the device) have saved my hide many times.
        I’m already feeling calmer. Optimistic.
        May 6, 2022
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      +TenPercent
      Day 27 without an O (and without M if you don’t count all the edging slips). Been well, less urges lately …
      1. TheRevenant likes this.
    14. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      Much better day today. SO much support from people on NoFap really helped!! Feel like I might burst, but 24 days now without O or M.
      1. Meisterkatze and Ahd like this.
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      +TenPercent
      Struggling today. Rough day at work AND triggered there. Day 23 without an orgasm or masturbation
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      3. Cirilla
        Cirilla
        You got this man. You really do. You're doing really great so far, stay strong, you're not your problems at work!
        May 2, 2022
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        +TenPercent
        Love these replies! :)
        Feeling stuck at work, not really engaged … and underpaid.
        The trigger was a couple of young ladies dressed, and acting, very provocatively … and the way they smirked at me, like they knew …
        May 2, 2022
      5. Cirilla
        Cirilla
        You know your worth mate. Wonderful occasion to be reminded that you are stronger than provocation. I'm sorry to read you're underpaid, maybe it's worth shooting your shot and asking for an pay upgrade? My personal motto is "you're never safe from good news"
        May 2, 2022
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      +TenPercent
      Watched porn (1 video) after 454 days without. 3 days ago. Didn't M though - today is Day 19 without masturbation or orgasm.
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      +TenPercent
      Relapse (?) After 450+ days, watched 1 sph P-vid. 5 minutes. Didn’t MO. Slept well. Feel pretty good.
      1. TheRevenant and Revanthegrey like this.
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        +TenPercent
        One genuine concern about relapse is that the addict will have a slip and it won’t be catastrophic. Then what? Didn’t MO, click on more, save images. Wasn’t up all night.
        Apr 25, 2022
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      3. Kingfisher
        Kingfisher
        Your progress is not gone! Watch out for more temptations and do not give in. You can do this!
        Apr 25, 2022
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      +TenPercent
      Big election in France today
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      2. +TenPercent
        +TenPercent
        Well, the results are in. Are you happy with the winner?
        Apr 24, 2022
      3. Cirilla
        Cirilla
        I voted for him, but certainly not out of joy :(
        Apr 24, 2022
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      4. +TenPercent
        +TenPercent
        Yeah, that sounds all too familiar. I’m in the US. There usually are some decent candidates early on, but rarely the two that we’re left to choose from at the end.
        Apr 24, 2022
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      +TenPercent
      Cumpulsive edging. Paying the blue price.
    20. Deleted Account
      Deleted Account
      Sorry if that took a while to post I really just needed to find the will to reach out about my past.
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      2. +TenPercent
        +TenPercent
        I just read it and was about to respond in PM
        Apr 22, 2022
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    Orgasm Addict. Compulsive Masturbator. Porn, Fantasy and Edging Addict. Longest streaks without O: 55, 63, 125, 129, 134, 154d.; without M: 191 days; without P: 454 days.
    Best "imperfect" Streak = 325 days w/ one M slip (MO @125, WD @259, sex @ 296)

    0 unauthorized semi-voluntary releases (i.e. M) (of 0) in 2023 vs 18/22 in 2022 13/25 in 2021, 24/42 in 2020, 5/18 in 2019, 40/43 in 2018 and 82/82 in 2017.
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