+TenPercent

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Day 0 without an O. Bummer. Happened during sex, but still I wish I could retain my semen more. 138 days without P or MO. Jun 12, 2021 at 1:17 PM

+TenPercent was last seen:: Jun 13, 2021 at 9:45 PM

1. +TenPercent
  Day 52 - A couple of set backs this afternoon. Kind of down today. Or maybe depression is what I need after 3 months of go, go, go . . .
  
  Sep 2, 2020
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  2. MarioVargas
    Come on buddy!! strong to the end
    
    Sep 2, 2020
2. +TenPercent
  Day 51 - totally wiped out from August, but so grateful that it has passed and looking forward to the month ahead! :)
  
  Sep 1, 2020
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3. +TenPercent
  Day 50 - Halfway to triple digits!! And almost through this month though I feel like I might nut right before the finish line.
  
  Aug 31, 2020
  1. Meisterkatze, fg4795, Deleted Account and 1 other person like this.
  2. Deleted Account
    DON'T YOU DARE! Stop doing the same mistake over and over again.
    
    Aug 31, 2020
    
    Meisterkatze, fg4795, Deleted Account and 2 others like this.
  3. Deleted Account
    Can only confirm what @The Legend of Hope just said. Don't you dare nutting now man. Stay focused!
    
    Aug 31, 2020
    
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4. +TenPercent
  Day 49 - Moving out. Last time I moved I had a “spontaneous” O from all the stress and pushing myself so hard. Have that feeling again.
  
  Aug 30, 2020
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5. +TenPercent
  Day 48 - somehow still going, almost through this month. Grateful for my gf. Hope to get my sh*t together in other areas (health) next month
  
  Aug 29, 2020
  1. Deleted Account, Starman123, Akeakua and 4 others like this.
6. +TenPercent
  Day 47 - Pushing through. Must needs get through this month. Lots of summertime eye candy triggering urges. Must needs stay strong.
  
  Aug 28, 2020
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7. +TenPercent
  Day 46 still . . . feeling pretty nutty, as in anxious and my body feeling like it'll nut. Not sure which causes which. Too much "s" energy.
  
  Aug 27, 2020
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  2. thinking_differently
    Workout? Dance it out? Sing it out?
    
    Aug 27, 2020
    
    vxlccm, Symbol of Peace, +TenPercent and 2 others like this.
8. +TenPercent
  Day 46 - Looked at P on day 43 and it could have spiralled into M so easily . . . but I seem to be walking back from that cliff. Grateful.
  
  Aug 27, 2020
  1. Symbol of Peace, ❤️Follower of God❤️, Swazzy 1 and 4 others like this.
  2. thinking_differently
    Don’t touch that Diggg.
    
    Aug 27, 2020
    
    Symbol of Peace, ❤️Follower of God❤️, Dojokyoto and 2 others like this.
  3. TransverseWaves
    This was me on day 10, it was hard to resist but afterwards I think it only strengthens your resolve to continue.
    
    Aug 27, 2020
    
    Symbol of Peace, ❤️Follower of God❤️, Deleted Account and 1 other person like this.
  4. Deleted Account
    Good work on NOT doing that!
    
    Aug 28, 2020
    
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9. +TenPercent
  Day 45 - amazed and kinda proud that I did not M in the last 24 hrs, and no Porn! Being super busy helped, being super stressed did not.
  
  Aug 26, 2020
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10. +TenPercent
  Day 44 or 1 or 0? - goal is no M, but looked at P (just a little . . .), high anxiety and blue balls now, could lead to a slip regardless.
  
  Aug 25, 2020
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11. Deleted Account
  just curious...but it looks like you are about to or already deciding to give in like 50% of the time and yet your day count keeps climbing? da fuq??
  
  Aug 24, 2020
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  3. Deleted Account
    did you M at all? M without O? M later with the material fresh in your mind? all this stuff, in relation to the defined goal and specific individual steps you have outlined as being in recovery.
    
    Aug 25, 2020
    
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  4. +TenPercent
    Thank you kaia for your supportive feedback! :)
    I will probably call it a slip but not a relapse IF i can move on without slipping back. If I find myself looking for SPH porn again in the near future, it will be clear that I have lost my way.
    
    Aug 25, 2020
  5. +TenPercent
    I did not M at all, though I might have been close to an O even without touching. This is possible after a long streak, a really big dopamine hit from porn coupled with slightest friction against sheets or clothing can trigger an O. I find myself in those moments 1/4 hoping that it happens like that and half hoping that it turns into a wet dream.
    
    Aug 25, 2020
12. +TenPercent
  Day 43 - Anger most of the day, not arousal. Then exhaustion (10+ hr workday), then temptation to seek arousal to change the way I feel. Ugh
  
  Aug 24, 2020
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  2. Dojokyoto
    If we can feel passionate about our job then it's best for our mind body and soul. It's not easy to achieve. Wish you peace of mind.
    
    Aug 24, 2020
    
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  3. Deleted Account
    hey, being able to call it out is half the battle. make it into a comic skit and you get bonus points!
    
    just wanted to say hi. :p
    
    Aug 24, 2020
    
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13. +TenPercent
  Day 42 - Karezza this morning!! So lovely, and better than sex with O. But then triggered by br*less girl at work and now - intense arousal!
  
  Aug 23, 2020
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  2. The Passenger
    Yes, but remember braless girl at work could be a total headwrecking bitch. You love your gf and have a connection with her that braless girl can't match. If braless girl tempts you again just think lovely thoughts of gf and that porn brain is trying to subvert you with braless girl. Good luck friend!
    
    Aug 23, 2020
    
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  3. +TenPercent
    Good point. I wish I could think so rationally when the urges hit so hard. I know there is zero possibility that I would hook up with this girl - she's less than half my age, and pretty much zero possibility that I would hook up with anyone other than my great gf. But it's that visual stimulus that I'm addicted to. "braless" was one of my favourite searches and that will often hit me harder than actual porn.
    
    Aug 24, 2020
    
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  4. Deleted Account
    braless is only a couple letters away from brainless. hehehee
    
    Aug 24, 2020
    
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14. +TenPercent
  Day 41 - Longest month ever (+heat wave). Near the breaking point. Strong cravings for some of my worst fetishes . . .
  
  Aug 22, 2020
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15. +TenPercent
  Day 40 - Moving. And so run down, I feel like I might cry (good) and/or like I could spontaneously O (not so good). Ugh. Can't stop now.
  
  Aug 21, 2020
  1. Warrior Within, Roady, TheStranger and 1 other person like this.
16. +TenPercent
  Day 39 - feeling a bit guilty for not having sex with my gf in 3 weeks, but grateful for semen retention. Plus this whole month's been NUTS.
  
  Aug 20, 2020
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  2. Humble Warrior
    You're keeping all that pent-up sexual energy ready for her when the time comes, so just make sure she's Ok with waiting.
    
    Aug 20, 2020
    
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17. +TenPercent
  Day 38 - Arousal, urges and temptation hit hard at times, but mostly still just crazy busy and grateful for this time without M + without O.
  
  Aug 19, 2020
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18. +TenPercent
  Day 37 - totally wiped out, but most go on. Feels like its raining inside my clothes with this heat wave. Struggling
  
  Aug 18, 2020
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19. +TenPercent
  Day 36 - way too much on my plate right now and way too much caffeine/sugar in my body to push on through it all. Feel like I'm on the edge.
  
  Aug 17, 2020
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  3. The Pleasure Delusion
    Go take a walk. Go offline. Read a book.
    
    Aug 17, 2020
    
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  4. +TenPercent
    Nice! That means there's at least one astronaut out there that's willing to bet that so and so will NOT fail. :D
    
    Aug 18, 2020
    
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  5. The Pleasure Delusion
    Lol. Nice!
    
    Aug 18, 2020
    
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20. +TenPercent
  Day 35 - felt like I might spontaneously O at work today. Maybe that's a good sign, it's been a long time since I've gone 14+ days w/o an O.
  
  Aug 16, 2020
  1. TheStranger, {Ananta}, Deleted Account and 1 other person like this.
  2. Deleted Account
    Good progress! Continue going strong.
    
    Aug 16, 2020
    
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Tall, yet short. Alpha & beta. Longest streaks without O: 55, 63, 125, 129, 134d.
Best "imperfect" Streak = 325 days w/ one M slip (MO @125, WD @259, sex @ 296) No porn or MO since 1/25/21, no O since 5/29/21
2 unauthorized semi-voluntary releases (i.e. M) (of 7) in 2021: 1/25, 1/25, 2/28, 4/24, 5/14, 5/21, 5/29 vs 24 (of 42) in 2020, 5 (of 18) in 2019, 40 (of 43) in 2018 and 82 (of 82) in 2017. Wet dreams and involuntary releases in bold, partial releases underlined, unauthorized voluntary releases (AKA M) in red
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