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Back on day 1 of no O, 110 days of no P or MO. Had an O during sex last night. Semen retention when your girlfriend wants you to O is hard!! May 15, 2021 at 12:04 PM

+TenPercent was last seen:: May 15, 2021 at 3:15 PM

1. +TenPercent
  Day 30 - how'd that happen? I thought I made a decision to M last night, but must've fallen asleep - ha! Today is ok, no urges, just stress.
  
  Aug 11, 2020
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  2. BurgerChamp
    Congrats buddy!
    
    Aug 11, 2020
    
    +TenPercent, Meisterkatze, Mr. Crab and 4 others like this.
  3. Knighthawk
    Crushing it man
    
    Aug 11, 2020
    
    +TenPercent, Meisterkatze, Mr. Crab and 5 others like this.
  4. Warrior Within
    30 days is awesome. Keep up the good work.
    
    Aug 12, 2020
    
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2. +TenPercent
  Day 28 - two fortnights! Not horny but feeling stuck and half tempted to M, just to see if a reset might help me get back on track.
  
  Aug 9, 2020
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3. +TenPercent
  Day 26 - Nearly slipped yesterday, and again last night, but I've made it through to another morning so I'm here to claim Day 26! :)
  
  Aug 7, 2020
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  2. Deleted Account
    Yea boiii
    
    Aug 7, 2020
    
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4. +TenPercent
  Day 25 - at work, usually don’t check NoFap at work but feeling extreme urge to MO. And tired.
  
  Aug 6, 2020
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  2. Deleted Account
    Good job on making it through yesterday :)
    Try not to dwell on the urges.
    
    Aug 6, 2020
    
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5. +TenPercent
  Day 24 - feeling really lousy this morning. Took the day off from work but fear the day will slip away from me. Urges to MO so bad!!
  
  Aug 5, 2020
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  3. Deleted Account
    I know those vibes. I just tend to jump right out of bed on these days.
    
    Wouldn't it better if you had chosen to go to work? It would have kept you busy. You really don't want to be alone with your dick today.
    
    Aug 5, 2020
    
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  4. +TenPercent
    Ah, thank you guys. That helps! I woke up today with a headache and my stomach is all messed up. But . . . I have lots of errands that I could be working on. Why not shower, get dressed and get out of the house whether I feel good or not??
    
    Aug 5, 2020
    
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  5. Deleted Account
    Exactly my point ^^
    
    Go claim the day.
    
    Aug 5, 2020
    
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6. +TenPercent
  Day 23 - Another interesting day. Not sure what to do. Grateful to have made it 23 days with P or MO.
  
  Aug 4, 2020
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  2. thinking_differently
    Keep going. That’s what you do. Don’t stop. Ever.
    
    Aug 4, 2020
    
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7. +TenPercent
  Day 22 - a totally unexpected day. Too busy to act out. So tired. But almost every state of being comes with risks.
  
  Aug 4, 2020
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  2. thinking_differently
    Yes. There will always be risks . But being busy and tired certainly makes it easier to fight urges, yeah?
    
    Aug 4, 2020
    
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8. Deleted Account
  Thanks for being you. You are one of my favorite people here.
  
  Aug 3, 2020
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  2. +TenPercent
    Wow. Thank you! That really makes my day.
    You are one of my favourite people here and I'm always interested to read your posts. :)
    
    Aug 3, 2020
    
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9. +TenPercent
  Day 21 - grateful to have made it this far. Still hanging in there, but chaser effect is kicking in and the urges hit really hard sometimes.
  
  Aug 2, 2020
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10. +TenPercent
  Day 20 - had O with my gf. It was lovely, of course, but sex without O for me is better. Now I'll have to watch out for the chaser effect.
  
  Aug 1, 2020
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  2. +TenPercent
    Geez, I just posted that and already I have been hit with strong urges to M!
    It's like my body is saying "Oh yeah, that O was nice, so why not have another?"
    That and no response from my gf for a few hours. We were supposed to hang out hours ago. What's going on?
    
    Aug 1, 2020
    
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  3. thinking_differently
    Breath it out.
    
    Aug 1, 2020
    
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11. +TenPercent
  Day 19 - staying super busy and few urges but . . . when I stop to catch my breath, I could so easily take a little "break" with p-subs or M
  
  Jul 31, 2020
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  2. thinking_differently
    Haha! Me too. But we won’t.
    
    Jul 31, 2020
    
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12. +TenPercent
  Day 18 - Don't quit 5 minutes before the miracle. This week has been brutal, but stayed strong and today has been . . . awesome! :)
  
  Jul 30, 2020
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13. +TenPercent
  Day 16 - nearly passed out at work. I've reached the point of total exhaustion. No wonder I've been nearly slipping. Must needs rest!
  
  Jul 28, 2020
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14. +TenPercent
  Day 15 - Compulsively masturbated yesterday *sigh*. Somehow stopped before O, so streak "intact" but it feels impure. Doing okay today.
  
  Jul 27, 2020
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15. +TenPercent
  Day 14 - caffeine, sugar and anxiety hit and I want to O. And the chasers are starting to kick in. Need to ride this wave out and not M!
  
  Jul 26, 2020
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  2. thinking_differently
    Don’t fantasise. Don’t search for anything. Avoid Social Media. Don’t TOUCH your D***. You will be fine.
    
    Jul 26, 2020
    
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16. +TenPercent
  Day 13 - Almost a fortnite without M. Had an O making love with my GF. Couldn't hold back. Now, that's how it should be!
  
  Jul 25, 2020
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  2. Humble Warrior
    I envy that. Keep it up.
    
    Jul 25, 2020
    
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  3. {Ananta}
    magical
    
    Jul 26, 2020
    
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17. +TenPercent
  Day 11 - grateful to have made it this far. Not a lot of urges today but must be mindful lest I get funny ideas to try a little M. Mindful .
  
  Jul 23, 2020
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18. +TenPercent
  Day 10 - better today. Had a long talk (and sex! no O for me) with gf last night. My addiction is so confusing for her. Blue balls bad today
  
  Jul 22, 2020
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  2. Humble Warrior
    Why no O, though?
    
    Jul 22, 2020
    
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  3. +TenPercent
    It's complicated. Partly because I want the benefits of semen retention. But also cuz if I don't hold back, I will PE but if I hold back for a little while, then it's almost hard to achieve O (without going into fantasy). Plus, I just start getting really tired after awhile.
    
    Jul 22, 2020
    
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  4. Humble Warrior
    Yeah, I was just asking for her sake. She might wanted ya to O with her but all is well now.
    
    Jul 25, 2020
    
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19. +TenPercent
  Day 9 - OMG, anxiety and arousal so intense today I could not concentrate at work. Feel like I'm a hair's breadth from slipping with M
  
  Jul 21, 2020
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  2. Wonkey
    Stay strong mate, have you tried meditation?
    
    Jul 21, 2020
    
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  3. +TenPercent
    Thank you for the support.
    Good idea. I should try mediation. For whatever reason, my natural inclination is not to pause, but to agitate when agitated.
    
    Jul 21, 2020
    
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  4. Wonkey
    Sometimes we need to pause and regroup mate, definitely give meditation a go, try and find a guided meditation so you have someone walking you through it they have them on YouTube and there's one on Spotify that I used for ages. Its pretty hard to switch off to begin with but stick with it.
    
    Jul 21, 2020
    
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20. +TenPercent
  Day 8 - seeing how easily I slip into fantasy . . . missing out on a beautiful reality.
  
  Jul 20, 2020
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Tall, yet short. Alpha & beta. Longest streaks without O: 55, 63, 125, 129, 134d.
Best "imperfect" Streak = 325 days w/ one M slip (MO @125, WD @259, sex @ 296) No porn or MO since 1/25/21, no O since 5/14/21
2 unauthorized semi-voluntary releases (i.e. M) (of 5) in 2021: 1/25, 1/25, 2/28, 4/24, 5/14 vs 24 (of 42) in 2020, 5 (of 18) in 2019, 40 (of 43) in 2018 and 82 (of 82) in 2017. Wet dreams and involuntary releases in bold, partial releases underlined, unauthorized voluntary releases (AKA M) in red
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