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Day 16 - non-orgasmic sex with my gf again this morning. Nagging blue balls and strong urges. What was different this time?? Nov 22, 2019 at 4:01 PM

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1. +TenPercent
  Day 118 - and day 2 off of chocolate and decaf. Trying to be conscious of how I eat mindlessly to change the way I feel . .and I feel awful!
  
  Apr 22, 2019
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  3. +TenPercent
    I wish I knew! As an addict, I want to feel good all the time. Trying to change that. I try to do all the right things - eat well, get lots of sleep, (try to) reduce stress, yoga, meditation . . . and it's incredibly frustrating on days when I feel run down and broken.
    
    I just ate a few pieces of chocolate and felt energy and optimism again . . . so I'm sure that says something.
    
    Apr 22, 2019
    
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  4. Coffee Candy
    I don't know what to say :/
    Chocolate can make a person happy..
    but I get what you're saying, you don't want to feel dependent on that. Maybe you could have days for when you can have some chocolate and use it as a reward system lol..
    
    Apr 22, 2019
    
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  5. +TenPercent
    I haven't been able to quit porn or caffeine perfectly, but with years of effort, both have been drastically reduced! :)
    This is my first attempt at getting chocolate under control . . . so yes, having it as a special treat might be an option and only having 6 squares today might count as step in the right direction! :D
    
    Apr 22, 2019
    
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  Day 117 - Easter. Worked more so that others could have the day off. Exhausted. Heavy rain and lots of traffic. Today sucked.
  
  Apr 21, 2019
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  2. Coffee Candy
    that was sweet of you. i hope you're having a better day today
    
    Apr 22, 2019
    
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3. +TenPercent
  Day 116 - Today's plan: 3 hour hike. Felt down and too tired to go :( Then, flash storm. Good thing I never went! Short hike this evening.
  
  Apr 20, 2019
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4. Coffee Candy
  Good job on 115 days meeting your goals! Stay fighting. I hope you have a good weekend, +10% :+)
  
  Apr 19, 2019
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5. +TenPercent
  Day 115 - Made it! Next challenge: Appt w/ female doctor (triggering) to discuss testosterone levels. I do NOT want to go on T-therapy.
  
  Apr 19, 2019
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  2. +TenPercent
    Testosterone at 254 ng/Dl . . . BOOM!! Technically still low, but that's the highest it's ever been. :) Next test will be higher. I'm going to crush this.
    
    Apr 19, 2019
    
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  Day 114 - long day, very difficult feelings. I want to O so bad!! But I won't, employing a device and bingeing on coffee instead. No O today
  
  Apr 18, 2019
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7. +TenPercent
  Day 113 - felt mostly at peace and connected today. So grateful for 90+ days without orgasm and convinced that I'm on the right path!
  
  Apr 17, 2019
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8. Coffee Candy
  Thanks for the followww, +10%! :)
  
  Apr 16, 2019
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    And thank you for your follow, Sprinkles. I need all the support that I can get!
    
    Apr 16, 2019
    
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  Day 112 - Had a dream that I had a wet dream last night . . . but it was just a dream! Still, having a very difficult day.
  
  Apr 16, 2019
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  Day 111 - Pretty grouchy at work today . . . so I left! :D Have a few extra hours now - an opportunity to make for a better tomorrow.
  
  Apr 15, 2019
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  2. Deleted Account
    111 what a nice number, Congratz!
    
    Apr 15, 2019
    
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  3. +TenPercent
    Agreed. It's hard to see that number and not reflect on Day 1. So incredibly grateful to have made it this far!
    
    Apr 15, 2019
    
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  Day 110 - hit the gym, worked for 10+ hours, went to SLAA meeting. Exhausted.
  
  Apr 14, 2019
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12. +TenPercent
  Day 109 - fatigue continues. Went to an AA meeting, got hit on by a woman 10 years older than me. Long week ahead, trying to prepare for it.
  
  Apr 13, 2019
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13. +TenPercent
  Day 108 - feeling better. Losing track of when I last looked at porn. Thinking about cutting out chocolate!! :O (its a substitute for love)
  
  Apr 12, 2019
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  Day 107 - woke up feeling extremely tired, then went to work for over 9 hours. Wiped out! This year is off to a rough start.
  
  Apr 11, 2019
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    Had a lot of caffeine and carbs to get through the day. Now I feel jittery. Almost feel like M and O would help me unwind . . . ugh. Going to try a shower and some herbal tea.
    
    Apr 11, 2019
    
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  Day 106 - long day at work, but I tried to focus on being of service. Had a pretty good day. Just tired. No urges.
  
  Apr 10, 2019
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  Day 105 - tomorrow marks 14 years of recovery - feeling optimistic. This 15th year will be focused on sexual recovery. Lots of work ahead!
  
  Apr 9, 2019
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  2. Deleted Account
    That's great man, keep going!
    
    Apr 10, 2019
    
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17. +TenPercent
  Day 104 - went to a 12 step meeting. I’ve been running on (spiritually) empty for too long. Time to recharge.
  
  Apr 8, 2019
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  Day 103 - feel like I'm coming down with a cold. Left work early, resting and taking it easy today.
  
  Apr 7, 2019
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    Congratulations for 103 days! This is amazing!
    
    Apr 7, 2019
    
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19. +TenPercent
  Day 102 - In a funk. Tempted to MO just to make sure everything still works. Not planning to, but tempted. No energy today.
  
  Apr 6, 2019
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20. +TenPercent
  Day 101 - Internet has been restored, hooray. Now to make sure that I stay off of porn! Definitely feeling strong attraction to real women.
  
  Apr 5, 2019
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I am DEFINITELY an orgasm addict. Hardmode works for me. Avoiding masturbation with great success. But being in a relationship now adds all sorts of complications.
Ten releases in 2019: 4/29, 9/10, 10/8, 10/8, 10/13, 10/16, 11/2, 11/6, 11/8, 11/13. Had 43 in 2018 vs 82 in 2017.
Haven't really jerked off since 12/23/2017. Met a girl in August. Wet dreams & involuntary releases in bold, partial releases underlined
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