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Relapsed again, twice last night. Oh well, now it's crystal clear. Today is day one. The journey starts again. Jan 26, 2021 at 10:07 PM

+TenPercent was last seen:: Jan 27, 2021 at 12:05 PM

1. +TenPercent
  Day 53 - Struggled all night, slept poorly, still wound up with arousal. Huge snowstorm - anxious about getting to work. Anxiety = arousal!
  
  Feb 3, 2020
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  3. Deleted Account
    Haha leuk man!! Ook uit Nederland, waar uit Nederland? Ik Nijmegen. Maar goed bezig man!
    
    Feb 3, 2020
    
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  4. +TenPercent
    Toch wel! :) Ik woon in de Verenige Staten, maar ik spreek een beetje Nederlands.
    
    Feb 3, 2020
    
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  5. Deleted Account
    Leuk man vertel me meer hoe gaat je reis hier. Anders stuur een pm
    
    Feb 4, 2020
    
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2. +TenPercent
  Day 52 - Extremely triggered!! Started stroking for the first time in 2 years!! Must stop! Trying to get device on. Hitting panic button...
  
  Feb 2, 2020
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  2. +TenPercent
    Device on. OMG, it was so tempting to just finish M'ing!!
    I am so powerless. I'm sure I've seen more triggering things at work, but maybe today was a perfect storm. I couldn't not look at this one woman despite being at work and with a male and female coworker right there. I feel like I couldn't not look if my life depended on it. I wanted to O right then and there and DID NOT CARE!
    
    Feb 2, 2020
    
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  3. +TenPercent
    Somehow I didn't, but when I got home, it all came back in full force and I very very nearly lost all control. Wow. I'm kind of afraid to go to sleep tonight . . .
    
    Feb 2, 2020
    
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  4. Azzure
    You got this!! You’ve one so far. Relax a little. It’ll be ok. Do what you know you need to do.
    
    Feb 2, 2020
    
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3. Coffee Candy
  Yaaay, congratulations on 50 days of your life PM free,+10%! Keep killing it.
  
  Jan 31, 2020
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  2. +TenPercent
    Thank you, Coffee! It's good to focus on what we're doing right. 50 days without PM is amazing! I even thought I might be done with both 4-EVER . . . but the chaser effect and something I saw today (and probably stress/anxiety) is showing me that I might always have this monster lurking in the background.
    
    Feb 2, 2020
    
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  3. Coffee Candy
    Be strong, you're not alone, you've got this!!
    
    Feb 2, 2020
    
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4. +TenPercent
  Day 48 - coughing fits continue, so tired. I recently measured my body-weight and p-length . . . not good. I need to get back to the gym!
  
  Jan 29, 2020
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  2. +TenPercent
    I gained 10lbs over the holidays. I guess that's not too bad . . . if I can maintain that weight and turn it all into muscle! :D
    As for the other measurement, I hadn't checked for ages, but as soon as I did . . . I started obsessing over it. Over and over again I just think "___ and a half inches." I need to let that go!
    
    Jan 29, 2020
    
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  3. 420 mile high
    I noticed semen retention does make you gain weight crazy..
    
    Feb 16, 2020
5. +TenPercent
  Day 47 - Blue balls from simultaneous erection and coughing fits in the middle of the night . . . I guess that's a thing! :O
  
  Jan 28, 2020
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  3. Coffee Candy
    Hope it passes soon, sorry you're in pain.
    
    Jan 29, 2020
    
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  4. +TenPercent
    Thank you, Coffee. It did go away, but the lack of sleep is killing me!
    Last night I slept over at my gf's, and when my coughing fit stopped, hers started!!
    
    Jan 29, 2020
    
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  5. Coffee Candy
    Lol. Weird.
    I hope you are able to get some shut eye soon, its very important.
    
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6. +TenPercent
  Day 46 - New neighbour was up all night . . . and so was I. Ugh. What the hell are they doing up there, yelling and stomping all night?
  
  Jan 27, 2020
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7. +TenPercent
  Day 45 - Had a fantastic day with my gf yesterday, despite still being sick. I'm at 12 days of semen retention & hoping to come out strong!
  
  Jan 26, 2020
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8. +TenPercent
  Day 43 - Sick for 6 days now. This sucks. Surprisingly low arousal, then high!, as the mind wanders and wants to escape this drudgery.
  
  Jan 24, 2020
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9. +TenPercent
  Day 40 - life has been kicking my butt. Sick now. Had non-orgasmic sex with my gf (but she had O's) twice, and it was lovely. :)
  
  Jan 21, 2020
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  2. Symbol of Peace
    Haha! Take care with the chaser effect.
    
    Jan 21, 2020
    
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  3. +TenPercent
    Mine or hers? ;-)
    
    Jan 24, 2020
    
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10. +TenPercent
  Day 34 - 10 hour workday. Ugh. Burned out. Today would have been day 6 w/o caffeine, but I caved. Splitting headache none the less.
  
  Jan 15, 2020
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  2. Deleted Account
    Congrats on 34 days! :)
    
    Jan 15, 2020
    
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  3. Coffee Candy
    Awesome work on 34+ days,+10%!
    
    Jan 16, 2020
    
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11. +TenPercent
  Day 33 - so freakin tired. Another 9 1/2 hour workday. Going to see my gf later, but seriously thinking of taking a bath . . . so tired!
  
  Jan 14, 2020
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12. +TenPercent
  Day 32 - two attractive girls just gave me the eye. I think it might be the beard. So I shaved it off! Too much temptation . . .
  
  Jan 13, 2020
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  2. +TenPercent
    I thought being in a relationship would be the answer. It's great. But it isn't the answer.
    I can't go two weeks without an O, but if we go more than a week w/o sex, I worry that I am letting her down or that we're on the rocks. Then I get "unhealthy" fantasies! :O
    
    And I crave porn sometimes. Oh, how I just want to look!
    
    Jan 13, 2020
    
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13. +TenPercent
  Day 30 - endless technical errors with the site. headache. thinking i might want to take a hiatus. Lemme know when coffee candy comes back!
  
  Jan 11, 2020
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  3. Coffee Candy
    Firstly happy thirtieth! Congratulations, I love it for u lol.
    
    2ndly thanks for the mention its sweet
    
    3rdly, am bacc but u unfollowed me :c :b
    
    Jan 11, 2020
    
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  4. +TenPercent
    Wow, @Coffee Candy you're back!!! :)
    And thank you for the slew of likes, but OMG, I am just so happy that you are back!!! :D
    
    Jan 13, 2020
    
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  5. Coffee Candy
    :+) Thanks !
    
    Jan 13, 2020
    
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14. +TenPercent
  Day 29 - fried. Day off, need rest.Think I had almost no arousal from sheer exhaustion. I think it's starting to come back now.
  
  Jan 10, 2020
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15. +TenPercent
  Day 28 - been working non-stop, double duty since Thanksgiving. Burned out. Last time I felt like this I ended up in the hospital. America
  
  Jan 9, 2020
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  2. Deleted Account
    be careful, don't destroy yourself.
    
    Jan 9, 2020
    
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  3. {Ananta}
    possible you need your girlfriends help
    
    Jan 9, 2020
    
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16. +TenPercent
  Day 27 - Houston in the blind, this is Fapstronaut +10% out here in uncharted territory. I’m lost. Please send help.
  
  Jan 8, 2020
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  2. Deleted Account
    *radio cuts in* this is Huston, help is on its way Fapstronaut, over
    
    Jan 8, 2020
    
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  3. Symbol of Peace
    Congratulations! :)
    
    Jan 8, 2020
    
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17. +TenPercent
  Day 26 - no time, no time. This pace is wearing me out. Feel like I could really go for a wank right now. I won't, but it sure would be nice
  
  Jan 7, 2020
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  2. Ariel1235
    good job on 26 days
    
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18. +TenPercent
  Day 25 - struggling on many levels (but low grade), craving arousal and release. Having some anxieties about my body / sexual adequacy.
  
  Jan 6, 2020
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  2. SEEAVICTORY123
    YOU GOT THIS!!
    
    Jan 6, 2020
    
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19. +TenPercent
  Day 23 - had great sex with gf and feeling much re-assured :)
  
  Jan 4, 2020
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20. +TenPercent
  Day 22 - I can't really predict what will happen with my relationship, but I can steer my own life towards better sexual and physical health
  
  Jan 3, 2020
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2 unauthorized semi-voluntary releases (i.e. M) (of 2) in 2021: 1/25, 1/25 vs 24 (of 42) in 2020, 5 (of 18) in 2019, 40 (of 43) in 2018 and 82 (of 82) in 2017. Wet dreams and involuntary releases in bold, partial releases underlined, unauthorized voluntary releases (AKA M) in red
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