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Day 98 without masturbation. Struggling with frequent feelings like I might involuntary O again. Mar 30, 2023 at 4:35 PM

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    1. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      Panic button! Ch device on. Caffeine mistake! 28 days without an O, too much caffeine = jittery pressure for release, even without arousal.
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      3. +TenPercent
        +TenPercent
        Awesome. Thank you for the (instant!) support. :)
        Did 21 push-ups. I’m thinking it might be time to start journaling again - maybe in the uncategorized section. Focus on recovery.
        May 6, 2022
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      4. Cirilla
        Cirilla
        You do you man but for what it's worth - I think it's an excellent idea. Harder to masturbate when your hands are busy typing that you really don't want to do it.
        May 6, 2022
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      5. +TenPercent
        +TenPercent
        Agreed. NoFap (and the device) have saved my hide many times.
        I’m already feeling calmer. Optimistic.
        May 6, 2022
        you_can_UK and Cirilla like this.
    2. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      Day 27 without an O (and without M if you don’t count all the edging slips). Been well, less urges lately …
      1. TheRevenant likes this.
    3. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      Much better day today. SO much support from people on NoFap really helped!! Feel like I might burst, but 24 days now without O or M.
      1. Meisterkatze and Ahd like this.
    4. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      Struggling today. Rough day at work AND triggered there. Day 23 without an orgasm or masturbation
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      3. Cirilla
        Cirilla
        You got this man. You really do. You're doing really great so far, stay strong, you're not your problems at work!
        May 2, 2022
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      4. +TenPercent
        +TenPercent
        Love these replies! :)
        Feeling stuck at work, not really engaged … and underpaid.
        The trigger was a couple of young ladies dressed, and acting, very provocatively … and the way they smirked at me, like they knew …
        May 2, 2022
      5. Cirilla
        Cirilla
        You know your worth mate. Wonderful occasion to be reminded that you are stronger than provocation. I'm sorry to read you're underpaid, maybe it's worth shooting your shot and asking for an pay upgrade? My personal motto is "you're never safe from good news"
        May 2, 2022
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    5. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      Watched porn (1 video) after 454 days without. 3 days ago. Didn't M though - today is Day 19 without masturbation or orgasm.
    6. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      Relapse (?) After 450+ days, watched 1 sph P-vid. 5 minutes. Didn’t MO. Slept well. Feel pretty good.
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      2. +TenPercent
        +TenPercent
        One genuine concern about relapse is that the addict will have a slip and it won’t be catastrophic. Then what? Didn’t MO, click on more, save images. Wasn’t up all night.
        Apr 25, 2022
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      3. Kingfisher
        Kingfisher
        Your progress is not gone! Watch out for more temptations and do not give in. You can do this!
        Apr 25, 2022
    7. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      Big election in France today
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      2. +TenPercent
        +TenPercent
        Well, the results are in. Are you happy with the winner?
        Apr 24, 2022
      3. Cirilla
        Cirilla
        I voted for him, but certainly not out of joy :(
        Apr 24, 2022
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      4. +TenPercent
        +TenPercent
        Yeah, that sounds all too familiar. I’m in the US. There usually are some decent candidates early on, but rarely the two that we’re left to choose from at the end.
        Apr 24, 2022
    8. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      Cumpulsive edging. Paying the blue price.
    9. Deleted Account
      Deleted Account
      Sorry if that took a while to post I really just needed to find the will to reach out about my past.
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      2. +TenPercent
        +TenPercent
        I just read it and was about to respond in PM
        Apr 22, 2022
    10. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      I. Need. More. Accountability.
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      2. OrganizeInformed
        OrganizeInformed
        I guess do what you have to do, although consider the possibility of mental devices, no hardware. Remember the mentats from Dune?
        Apr 22, 2022
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      3. +TenPercent
        +TenPercent
        I read dune a few years ago but have no memory of that. Still, I agree. Mind control is the best. I've gone months (sometimes) without the hardware, but dang if it doesn't just do the trick when I'm really struggling.
        Apr 22, 2022
      4. OrganizeInformed
        OrganizeInformed
        I guess they don't go into details about them except maybe with the prequels like the Butlerian Jihad. Anyway I tend to think a step beyond accountability is engineering. You're accounting for measurements but actually in a precise way.
        Apr 22, 2022
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    11. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      Device on. It’s a struggle
    12. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      So many days without Porny porn porn, yet I found myself tempted again today. Taking contrary action and reading about sex addiction instead
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      2. Meisterkatze
        Meisterkatze
        Porny porn, don't do it, be a unicorn!
        Apr 23, 2022
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    13. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      Relapsed. With M-type behaviour. Compulsive. Lost control. And did not O, so I'll probably remain tortured for days to come.
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    14. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      Fetish dreams last night … cravings and urges this morning. Off to a rough start!
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      2. Deleted Account
        Deleted Account
        Perfectly normal!
        Apr 19, 2022
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      3. Meisterkatze
        Meisterkatze
        Keep fighting!
        Apr 19, 2022
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    15. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      Struggles continue. Pressure / urges for release are building. And the skin on my nut sack is PEELING!! Yes, that's how bad they got burned.
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    16. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      Still struggling today. Strong urges craving RELEASE
      1. IbrahimViking
        IbrahimViking
        You are experienced and strong, brother.
        Apr 18, 2022
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    17. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      Ugh. I could really use a different ch*stity device right now. My urges to M are INTENSE!
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      2. Deleted Account
        Deleted Account
        Do some something else. Go take a walk or do something physical. You don't need porn to survive remember that!
        Apr 16, 2022
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      3. Deleted Account
        Deleted Account
        This is just a test of your will to stay in the path. Dont give up. Embrace the struggle and keep on going. On the other side there is greatness.
        Apr 16, 2022
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      4. Deleted Account
        Deleted Account
        im not one usually to judge others on their quest to stop urges but a chasity device simply is not a healthy way
        Apr 20, 2022
    18. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      Somehow made it through another day without masturbation- hooray!! But it’s a new day and the urges are powerful.
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      2. +TenPercent
        +TenPercent
        I think the intense pain in my scrotum (imagine duct tape or a bandage being ripped off your nut sack, over and over, until it’s bright red and all the hairs are gone) triggered a need for release.
        Apr 16, 2022
    19. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      Ouch, my balls! (Idiocracy reference) They’re in fire right now.
      1. +TenPercent
        +TenPercent
        I’ve been waxed many times, but never have my balls (okay, scrotum really) hurt so much and for so long. My sack was RED! I seriously almost took a picture, but don’t need dick pics in my phone.
        Apr 15, 2022
      2. OrganizeInformed
        OrganizeInformed
        Just don't get one of those recliner toilets or subscribe to the all masturbation channel. We'll be checking to see if your biceps are disproportionately huge on one side.
        Apr 15, 2022
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      3. +TenPercent
        +TenPercent
        Ever since I was a teenager, my right forearm has been noticeably more developed than my left.
        Apr 16, 2022
    20. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      Triggered by a banana
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      2. +TenPercent
        +TenPercent
        I probably do, but not sure that I get the comment. I was triggered by a real life banana, not one on the internet.
        Apr 2, 2022
      3. you_can_UK
        you_can_UK
        go eat away your trigger."Eliminate triggers from your surrounding."
        Apr 3, 2022
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      4. BrighterFuture
        BrighterFuture
        people use food emojis to refer to body parts only on the internet. I suggest you cut your screen, and also eat and cut bananas, they're tasty!
        Apr 3, 2022
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    Orgasm Addict. Compulsive Masturbator. Porn, Fantasy and Edging Addict. Longest streaks without O: 55, 63, 125, 129, 134, 154d.; without M: 191 days; without P: 454 days.
    Best "imperfect" Streak = 325 days w/ one M slip (MO @125, WD @259, sex @ 296)

    0 unauthorized semi-voluntary releases (i.e. M) (of 0) in 2023 vs 18/22 in 2022 13/25 in 2021, 24/42 in 2020, 5/18 in 2019, 40/43 in 2018 and 82/82 in 2017.
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