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How will I ever survive Spring?? 55 days without an O, saw a woman in a sexy top today (hardly revealing) and felt like I was about to . . . Jan 20, 2021 at 6:04 PM

+TenPercent was last seen:: Jan 20, 2021 at 9:38 PM

1. +TenPercent
  Day 26 - Outlook bleak at work. More work on my plate and less staff. My body responded to the stress with urges, but I tried to ignore it.
  
  Dec 3, 2019
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2. +TenPercent
  Day 25 - had a beautiful O with my gf last night. Think I need to rethink my whole stance on orgasms and even masturbation . . .
  
  Dec 1, 2019
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  2. +TenPercent
    I was thanking my HP this morning for another day without M, and then wondered "is it really that important?" I think to M very little is good and to not M at all may be even better, but am I too focused on it. After nearly 2 years without really jerking off, how much should I be focused on not masturbating?
    
    Dec 1, 2019
  3. {Ananta}
    congratulations
    
    Dec 2, 2019
    
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3. +TenPercent
  Day 24 - hardly any urges the last few days. Hope it stays that way as I’ll be in airports all day today.
  
  Nov 30, 2019
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  2. +TenPercent
    No urges UNTIL . . . I said something to my gf about coffee and she texts me a meme of a manservant picking up dirty coffee cups from a female businesswoman.
    Maybe it means nothing? But oh how that triggered me and my submissive fantasies. :/
    
    Nov 30, 2019
    
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4. +TenPercent
  Day 23 - no Black Friday for me today. Less stress & anxiety = less arousal and urges. Wishing everyone a porn free day!
  
  Nov 29, 2019
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5. +TenPercent
  Day 21 - another long day, but staying strong today :)
  
  Nov 27, 2019
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6. +TenPercent
  Day 20 - just got destroyed at work. 10+ hours of trying to do 3 days worth of work in one. No urges, so that's cool, but they'll be back.
  
  Nov 26, 2019
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  2. Talove
    Even if they do come that is just alright. The urges mean you becoming free!!! Isn't that great?? Urges are a pleasure!!! You don't have to answer the phone to them!! All you can do is chuckle about it lol.
    
    Nov 26, 2019
    
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  3. amaranth
    Sounds like factors of work are tougher than urges
    
    Nov 27, 2019
    
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7. +TenPercent
  Day 19 - I have no clue how to be in an intimate relationship and not masturbate. And . . . holiday stress is killing me - powerful urges!!!
  
  Nov 25, 2019
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  3. Talove
    PMO always has and always will make things worse. The only option is to not PMO, and that is a great and fantastic choice. There is nothing wrong with stopping PMO at all. Only marvelous gains from doing so.
    
    Nov 26, 2019
    
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  4. +TenPercent
    She is amazing and has been supportive of my trying to avoid (or at least minimise) my having orgasms. It's not easy for her when she's used to men having orgasms during sex.
    What I really need to NOT do is to not M. Because that would be MO (and probably FMO, as in fantasy) and I really do not want to have any O's without her!
    
    Nov 26, 2019
    
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  5. bloomz
    Sounds quite complicated
    
    Nov 26, 2019
    
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8. +TenPercent
  Day 18 - then, when I'm not w my gf, I'm flooded with shameful fantasies & powerful urges for release. Must not M if gf is helping me not O.
  
  Nov 24, 2019
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  2. Symbol of Peace
    Stay strong, motivated and positive!
    
    Nov 24, 2019
    
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9. +TenPercent
  Day 17 - non-orgasmic sex (Again!) with my gf in the morning. Felt totally fine and had a really lovely day with her. :) Not working helps.
  
  Nov 24, 2019
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  2. Symbol of Peace
    Wish the best for you and your gf, +TenPercent
    
    Nov 24, 2019
    
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10. +TenPercent
  Day 16 - non-orgasmic sex with my gf again this morning. Nagging blue balls and strong urges. What was different this time??
  
  Nov 22, 2019
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  2. CTRL + DEL
    Your technique must bave been sloppy ;)
    Do regular kegels and make her scream.
    
    Nov 22, 2019
    
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  3. +TenPercent
    Yeah, @IAmLegion it might have been my mental game - maybe I was focused more on sex and my pleasure instead of love, connection and her pleasure.
    Or it may have been the (sloppy) lubricant and the way she was bouncing on it . . . or how she stopped so abruptly.
    
    Nov 22, 2019
    
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11. +TenPercent
  Day 15 - non-orgasmic sex with gf night and morning . . . so healing! Greatly relieved sexual tension.
  
  Nov 22, 2019
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12. +TenPercent
  Day 14 - last night, laying next to my gf, and extremely aroused with fantasies of PE . . . wtf??
  
  Nov 20, 2019
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13. +TenPercent
  Day 13 - tossed and turned with arousal all night last night but did not succumb! Change is coming.
  
  Nov 19, 2019
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  2. +TenPercent
    and change is not cumming, haha! :D
    
    Sorry, I couldn't resist
    
    Nov 19, 2019
    
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  Day 12 - that strange and prolonged feeling like I'm about to cum (usually accompanied by anxiety) and that tempts me to just finish it off
  
  Nov 18, 2019
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  2. Hold it in
    I'm about ready to throw in the towel too.
    
    Nov 18, 2019
    
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  3. +TenPercent
    @Hold it in - Hang in there!! This too shall pass.
    
    Nov 19, 2019
    
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15. +TenPercent
  Day 11 - work really dragged today. Peaceful evening. Not a lot of urges, yet the temptation to edge or M lingers hauntingly in my mind . .
  
  Nov 17, 2019
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  2. Deleted Account
    Hold tight, you already know that the pleasure issuing from M is fleeting and very very short, while the problems are long and hard.
    
    Nov 18, 2019
    
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16. +TenPercent
  Day 10 - some anxiety, but not terribly triggered today. Not yet, anyway . . .
  
  Nov 16, 2019
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17. +TenPercent
  Day 9 - triggered again by sex w/ gf. She initiated a position that I could not do (maybe previous bf's could) due to p*nis size. Must not M
  
  Nov 15, 2019
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  2. SirErnest
    Try not to worry! I too have sometimes not measured-up. Life is short-bigger things to worry about. No pun intended.
    
    Nov 15, 2019
    
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18. +TenPercent
  Day 8 - Didn't M. Had O w/ gf . . . too quickly. Triggered by (and triggering) "dark fantasies". Slept poorly, very poorly. Feel broken.
  
  Nov 14, 2019
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  2. Leader of ME
    take control, this girl is trolling your mind .
    
    Nov 14, 2019
    
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  3. +TenPercent
    Hmm . . . I think it might be more like my addict mind is trolling my soul and my gf might be getting caught in the crossfire, poor girl.
    I have unhealthy / emasculating fantasies about PE. And those thoughts (addict mind) clouded out loving feelings for her and led me to PE. Normally that's not an issue for me, but the fantasies were too strong.
    
    Nov 14, 2019
    
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19. +TenPercent
  Day 7 - Urges! Still debating whether I should M. Seeing gf tonight. Don't want to not have desire, don't want to use her to get off.
  
  Nov 13, 2019
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  2. Deleted Account
    stay the course. let the sex in your relationship be female led. the sex is better if it comes from them in the end anyway.
    
    Nov 13, 2019
    
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20. +TenPercent
  Day 6 - 12h 32 m work day. No sugar. Headache since noon. Feel physically ill, depleted. Sleep now & do it again. Tempted to M and "unwind"
  
  Nov 12, 2019
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SPH, cuck*ld and anxiety are my kryptonite. Finished 2020 w less O's than 2018.
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0 unauthorized voluntary releases (i.e. M) (of 0) in 2021: vs 24 (of 42) in 2020, 5 (of 18) in 2019, 40 (of 43) in 2018 and 82 (of 82) in 2017. Wet dreams and involuntary releases in bold, partial releases underlined, unauthorized voluntary releases (AKA M) in red
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