+TenPercent

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Day 31 - gave my girlfriend oral this morning and cuddled. Feel like I made up for my PE on Monday :) But, now I'm all turned on & craving O Dec 7, 2019 at 11:03 AM

+TenPercent was last seen:: Dec 7, 2019 at 4:25 PM

1. +TenPercent
  Day 50 - rough day. Feeling much better now but had too much chocolate … arousal is right around the corner.
  
  Feb 13, 2019
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2. +TenPercent
  Day 48 - having kind of a lousy afternoon despite leaving work hours early. So what? Staying on course, keeping my focus on the long term.
  
  Feb 11, 2019
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3. +TenPercent
  Day 47 - I made it!! Nearly lost it yesterday, but SO glad now that I didn't give in. Today I feel strong, healthy, confident & optimistic.
  
  Feb 10, 2019
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  2. Livispacerocket88
    So glad you made it!!! Once your at day 50 it's downhill from here! Can't wait to see how you progress
    
    Feb 11, 2019
    
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  3. +TenPercent
    Thank you @Livispacerocket88 , I have made it to day 50! But, barely. Having an awful day.
    I think that you are right about this milestone, though. Eventually no-PMO becomes more normal than PMO. At least, that's my hope. I'm sure that there will be temptations and bumps in the road ahead!
    
    Feb 13, 2019
4. +TenPercent
  Day 46 . . . more than halfway to 90. Sometimes I feel like I might O at any moment, but now I feel like I really have something to lose!
  
  Feb 9, 2019
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  2. Livispacerocket88
    Keep going!! You've already come this far. Don't give up
    
    Feb 9, 2019
    
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  3. +TenPercent
    Thank you @Livispacerocket88 , I read your journal today and it really inspired me. 70 days!! I literally almost lost it just now (so close) but I want to make it to 70 days, too!
    Detox tea, incense, moldavite . . . I need to get through this day.
    
    Feb 9, 2019
    
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  4. +TenPercent
    Struggling but better (or better but still struggling) after meditation, detox tea, incense and shungite (instead of moldavite). Just got triggered by some greasy haired punk on TV. Somehow that took me all the way back to church youth group . . .
    
    Feb 9, 2019
    
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5. +TenPercent
  This morning I substituted watch porn for watching porn . . . now I want a Rolex!!
  
  Feb 8, 2019
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6. +TenPercent
  Sick this weekend. Been looking at old magazines and DVDs. Need to knock it off before that takes me down. Stay busy, make top line choices.
  
  Feb 8, 2019
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  2. SirErnest
    If they are pornographic you need to throw them out right now. And not in the garbage in your house! Or burn them. Now.
    
    Feb 8, 2019
    
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7. +TenPercent
  Called in sick and NOT feeling guilty :) Everybody needs to take a snow day! Got over the guilt and having a really nice day at home . . .
  
  Feb 6, 2019
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  2. Deleted Account
    Burr -- snow is not a good thing. Enjoy your day off.
    
    Feb 6, 2019
    
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8. +TenPercent
  Called in sick and feeling guilty :(
  
  Feb 6, 2019
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  2. +TenPercent
    Ahh, so that's what happens when you hit enter! It's snowing hard. Its a light work day for me, and I'm coming down with something, but I feel guilty for staying in while others will have to brave this snow.
    
    Feb 6, 2019
    
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  3. Mr.Chips
    Have rest and plan for the new start
    
    Feb 6, 2019
    
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9. +TenPercent
  40 days without an O! That officially makes it my 3rd longest streak ever behind 63 and 129 days. But very slippery today . . .
  
  Feb 3, 2019
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  2. Basith
    You’re doing great. All the best!
    
    Feb 4, 2019
    
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  3. Warrior Within
    Keep up the good work, my friend!
    
    Feb 4, 2019
    
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10. Dontgobackmoveon
  Napoleon. So inspirational. I really like the general Napoleon. He's very pragmatic and innovative.
  
  Feb 1, 2019
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11. +TenPercent
  Day 36 - longest streak in over a year. Looked at sissy porn last night and had sissy thoughts today but felt "nah, that's just not me"
  
  Feb 1, 2019
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12. +TenPercent
  Depressed. Feel stuck. Tempted to MO. Maybe that would help, but then again, maybe not. If I don't MO, at least tomorrow I will have that.
  
  Jan 29, 2019
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13. +TenPercent
  Just reached 31 days. Equal to my record for 2018! I want to keep going. Must resist the temptation to believe that it's okay to orgasm now.
  
  Jan 25, 2019
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  2. bloomz
    Stay strong!’ You’ve come this far!
    
    Jan 25, 2019
    
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  3. Sleepingbadger
    Keep going! It's totally worth the struggle.
    
    Jan 25, 2019
    
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  4. Deleted Account
    Be glad that you are already on that horse and remember that you don´t wanna fall off.
    
    Jan 25, 2019
    
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14. +TenPercent
  "Not all men are the same" - just saw an ad for men's underwear with different "cup" sizes . . It's like the world is finally waking up! :)
  
  Jan 15, 2019
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  2. +TenPercent
    It asked: Are you a Pickle, Banana or Eggplant? :D
    
    Jan 15, 2019
    
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  3. +TenPercent
    What will they think of next? Different condom sizes? Sure, they make XL and snugger fit, but virtually every condom out there is about 7 inches long, as if that really works for everyone.
    
    Jan 16, 2019
    
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15. +TenPercent
  Had a “white light” experience and no sleep last night. *Trigger Warning* for my journal entry this morning, but Wow.
  
  Jan 14, 2019
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  2. +TenPercent
    Almost no sleep last night. Overslept today. A terrible way to start the day but doing pretty well and staying strong.
    
    Jan 15, 2019
16. +TenPercent
  Had a sort-of wet dream (retrograde emission?) and finally felt relief … for about a day. Then made poor choices and got aroused again. Ugh.
  
  Jan 12, 2019
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  2. +TenPercent
    Hitting the panic button. Not panicked, but a little down and figured I could use some inspiration so that I make better choices before ending up in a panic!
    
    Jan 12, 2019
    
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  3. Deleted Account
    Panic button saved me many times. Just woke with some serious urges and I somewhat cancelled a wet dream. And yeah, you can stop yourself in dreams. Thats what I'm currently practicing. All the best lad.
    
    Jan 12, 2019
    
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17. +TenPercent
  Edged on day 11. Didn’t lose it, but paying the (blue) price. Trying to wind down that arousal but it’s a slippery slope!
  
  Jan 8, 2019
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  2. Hros
    Try taking a walk to clear your head.
    
    Jan 8, 2019
    
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  3. Deleted Account
    I hate the blue price...ugh.
    
    Jan 8, 2019
    
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18. +TenPercent
  Day 10 without PMO! Nice to be in the double digits again. Haven't felt this clean in awhile. Now if I can just get to triple digits!!!
  
  Jan 4, 2019
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  2. Deleted Account
    Congrats... :)
    
    Jan 4, 2019
    
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19. +TenPercent
  New Year, New Goals, New Journal.
  
  Jan 1, 2019
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20. +TenPercent
  Masturbation is not a need, it is a want. Ditto for porn and orgasms. Realising that I need to focus on the P, then M, then O
  
  Dec 23, 2018
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  2. Deleted Account
    Es saludable como cualquier otra actividad en nuestra vida amigo. Yo creo que NoFap es un mito. Yo invito a los chicos a que no crean en esto
    
    Dec 23, 2018
    
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Struggling with SPH, PE and Cuck Fantasies, but it all gets better (not worse!) if I can stay away from PMO.
Twelve releases in 2019: 4/29, 9/10, 10/8, 10/8, 10/13, 10/16, 11/2, 11/6, 11/8, 11/13, 11/30, 12/2. Had 43 in 2018 vs 82 in 2017.
Haven't really jerked off since 12/23/2017. Met a girl in August. Wet dreams & involuntary releases in bold, partial releases underlined
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