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Back on day 1 of no O, 110 days of no P or MO. Had an O during sex last night. Semen retention when your girlfriend wants you to O is hard!! May 15, 2021 at 12:04 PM

+TenPercent was last seen:: May 15, 2021 at 3:15 PM

1. +TenPercent
  52 days no O. Long week. Exhausted. Going to take a bath and listen to the book that I've been reading.
  
  Apr 21, 2021
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2. +TenPercent
  Triggered by a book, cuck fantasies in my head as I was trying to go to sleep. Surprised I didn't have a wet dream. 51 days now w/o an O.
  
  Apr 20, 2021
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3. +TenPercent
  50 days without an O, 84 days without P or MO. Rough day. Nearly lost it. Non-stop at work and at home, need a break. Too much stress.
  
  Apr 19, 2021
  1. {Ananta}, Uddipta$#, Gurdev Thakur and 1 other person like this.
4. +TenPercent
  49 days without an O. Hypersensitive today at work, awkward sensations as I tried to go about my day. Felt like it might go off.
  
  Apr 18, 2021
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5. +TenPercent
  48 days without an emission. Hanging in there, but it ain't easy. I got blue balled in my dreams last night and feeling it this morning.
  
  Apr 17, 2021
  1. {Ananta}, Gurdev Thakur, Stp890 and 1 other person like this.
  2. Stp890
    Keep it up bro.
    
    Apr 17, 2021
6. +TenPercent
  Anxiety. Feel like I have a hair trigger . . . like my equipment is fully loaded and might go off all too easily, or just start spilling out
  
  Apr 16, 2021
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7. +TenPercent
  Another day without P, M or O (or PM, MO or PMO). Very grateful in this moment for the fetishes which I do NOT have . . .
  
  Apr 16, 2021
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8. +TenPercent
  80 days without P or MO. Felt like I was going to bust a nut when I left work. Stress/anxiety/caffeine/sugar. Survived so far, no O 46 days.
  
  Apr 15, 2021
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9. +TenPercent
  Hey, look at that! 45 days without an O, P or MO! Half way to 90, and 1/3 of the way to beating my longest streak . . .
  
  Apr 14, 2021
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10. +TenPercent
  44 days without an O. No P or MO that whole time, either. Have only heard from my AP once during this whole time :(
  
  Apr 13, 2021
  2. Humble Warrior
    They're probably busy.
    
    Apr 14, 2021
11. +TenPercent
  77 days without P or MO . . . It hasn't been a perfect streak, but that is still pretty damn awesome. And 43 days without an O!
  
  Apr 12, 2021
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12. +TenPercent
  42 days now without an O. Even though I've broken a hundred, it amazes me that a nut hasn't busted yet . . .
  
  Apr 11, 2021
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13. +TenPercent
  Grateful to have a few female friends who know of my addiction and my fetishes, and who still love me and support me. :)
  
  Apr 10, 2021
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  2. {Ananta}
    lucky guy
    
    Apr 24, 2021
    
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14. +TenPercent
  40 days without an O, 74 days without porn or MO. Today is going pretty well, got a big thing done, almost cried with relief. :')
  
  Apr 9, 2021
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15. +TenPercent
  39 days without an O. How quickly I can feel stuck, frustrated, hopeless - then a touch of arousal and BAM! - it feels like I'm doomed to O!
  
  Apr 8, 2021
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  2. Nightly fellow
    I know this felling. I think you are much able to overcome this.
    
    Apr 8, 2021
    
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16. +TenPercent
  38 days without an O. I'm gonna reset my counter to 38 days . . . yes, I did M, twice, but I didn't MO & 9 days later feeling pretty solid.
  
  Apr 7, 2021
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17. +TenPercent
  Life gets you hard. But it takes you three seconds to decide if you are a superhero or not. - Hrithik Roshan
  
  Apr 6, 2021
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18. +TenPercent
  36 days without an O. Very poorly slept. A lot of stress in my life at the moment
  
  Apr 5, 2021
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  2. swordmaster
    If you're drinking coffee, that may be it. Try also doing meditation half an hour before going to bed.
    
    Apr 5, 2021
    
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  3. +TenPercent
    Agreed. I need to detox. I've managed caffeine pretty well lately, but shopping, sugar and checking my phone all need to be cut back hard for a while.
    
    Apr 5, 2021
19. +TenPercent
  35 days without an O, 69 days without porn or MO. Happy Easter to all! What a nice day it was to work.
  
  Apr 4, 2021
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  2. modern milarepa
    Congrats
    
    Apr 4, 2021
    
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20. +TenPercent
  34 days without an Orgasm, but only a few hours without sex . . . Karezza!! :)
  
  Apr 3, 2021
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  3. {Ananta}
    do you find you have more energy after karezza
    
    Apr 4, 2021
    
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  4. +TenPercent
    That depends. If done right, I feel incredibly connected, at peace and all of my sexual urges are relieved. But I think I could rate the level of connection from 1 to 5, 5 being full eye contact, spiritual and sexual union with another person. 1 being not much different than edging - enjoying the feel of it and getting close to orgasm, but backing off before slipping with an O.
    
    Apr 4, 2021
    
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  5. +TenPercent
    This last one was probably a 2 or a 3. I've only really hit a 5 once or twice, and ideally that would be with neither person going for orgasm. My girlfriend likes to O every time, so it's hard not to get lost in the pleasure aspect of it all. But if I can satisfy her, and have that sexual connection AND retain my semen, it's a win in my book every time if I don't O.
    
    Apr 4, 2021
    
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Tall, yet short. Alpha & beta. Longest streaks without O: 55, 63, 125, 129, 134d.
Best "imperfect" Streak = 325 days w/ one M slip (MO @125, WD @259, sex @ 296) No porn or MO since 1/25/21, no O since 5/14/21
2 unauthorized semi-voluntary releases (i.e. M) (of 5) in 2021: 1/25, 1/25, 2/28, 4/24, 5/14 vs 24 (of 42) in 2020, 5 (of 18) in 2019, 40 (of 43) in 2018 and 82 (of 82) in 2017. Wet dreams and involuntary releases in bold, partial releases underlined, unauthorized voluntary releases (AKA M) in red
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