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What dicks.
I had plans to wash my shirts (they only gave me three) on day 3. Now I will either have to miss my recovery meeting on day 2 (or stay up hella late at a laundromat on night 2 or 3) or show up to work on day 4 with a dirty shirt.

Thanks lol I tried. What does LTR stand for?

LTR = Long Term Relationship :)

I know what you mean. That's good, though. We need to examine ourselves and our triggers and if immense guilt can help us remember for the future, in a sense I guess the fall was worth it. (Doesn't change that it was a relapse, but it is better than failing being the end all and be all) My prayers are with you!

Noe.
Ok but you made it to 191 amazing days thats one 0 out of 191.Dont let it drag you deep down..get back up soon !

The feelings are normal but don’t let them drag you into a binge. You’re still kicking ass and one slip doesn’t do anything to all the progress you’ve made

Don't rely on anybody.

Still stuggling with powerful urges. Chaser effect. Fantasies have quite a hold on me.
Need to recognise that I am on day 4 without an O, so more or less right back at the beginning.

I hope she can be strong enough to let you do what you ned to do for right now..which is for the eventual best of the relationship..but i get her I would want my man to cum too lol :b Keep strong, +10%... You just make sure you do some activities to avoid falling down..! Please.

Dontttt..you're flirting with a huge void lol it'll suck you through

Dealing with the same shit man. NoFap would be so much easier otherwise

Device on. Ugh. I'm feeling a lot of shame for having to use this, especially knowing that I'm going to see my gf soon.
I feel almost as much shame as if I felt compelled to M or look at P before seeing her, or just how I used to have to M every time I felt anxious (even at work!)
But I know I'm doing well. Still recovering from 4 O's in 8 days.

@Coffee Candy - we actually met in AA (alcohol) but I think I get where she's coming from. I'd be freaked out dating a sex addict, too!
I spilled pretty much everything early on in our dating, but I think it's still really hard for her to really understand it. But, so far at least, she does accept my desire (need) to avoid orgasm.

I don't know what I will do if I ever relapse. That could be really hard to explain.
(or, depending on what happens, it may be something that's better not to tell her?)
I've also been relying sometimes on a chastity device. Eventually she's probably going to have to find out about that . . .
I think she'd be ok with it. But it still worries me.

Hehe, I was wrong, sorry ':)
Ya..it would be a little scary..

communication is key you know :) I am wishing the best for you guys and I'm rooting for your streak :)

Great work man. If/when you have time, please tell us more on the Success Stories forum. Not many on there of late, and for me personally they really help. Bravo!

Thats pretty damn amazing.
I hope you never PMO again :) I hope you get to a safe state of Oing with your gf without too many chasers for PMO or MOing alone. Keep it up, chammp

Thank you both for your support!
And yes, I think I'm about due for posting in the Success Stories . . . :)
And I do hope that I find that balance (so incredibly grateful for a supportive girlfriend who told me about two weeks ago that I don't ever have to O again!). I'm optimistic most of the time.
Hopefully I'm on the right track!!

Great!

Nice job on 181 days :) Happy that you're not struggling with sexual urges

@Coffee Candy @Dojokyoto Thank you!
There are a lot of things that I need to do (or avoid) in order to stay sexually sane and healthy, but I think that, for me, avoiding orgasms is HUGE-ly important.
Also, I think being intimate with my partner and focusing on giving (rather than getting off) is very healing.

Still feeling great. Karezza is supposed to relieve sexual tension and I feel much relieved. :)
Some vasocongestion, but no urges, not struggling with those naughty fantasies. And all that after a long day at work. Ha!

I've made it to 9 days now since my last orgasm (while having sex with my gf) and I hope (please!!) that I will see her this evening.
Everything will get better if I can accumulate more days since that last O.
And keep my stress down. And cut back on sugar, and caffeine.
Day off today, so there's hope! Except that I'm alone and could easily make all the wrong choices.

I really need to get these stray thoughts under control!
It's unlikely, but I focus on that slight (1%) chance that she's being unfaithful.
My addict attaches to those thoughts. It's extremely arousing. Ugh. Reality would be so much different, but too much focus could manifest such a painful outcome.

he who worries suffers twice ,