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107 days without MO. Slipped with edging already. Upon awakening. So didn't even make it to day 2. But I'll keep trying. At least no O. Sep 19, 2024 at 10:19 AM

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      +TenPercent
      Day 77 without MO. Day 2 without edging. VERY strong urges to edge and MO after having an O from sex on Saturday.
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      76 days without masturbation. And Day 1 without edging. Could have easily slipped a couple of hours ago, but made it through okay.
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      Day 1 without sex or orgasm. So glad I didn't mess that up with MO. Day 75 without MO. Day 0 w/o edging. Oops. Held out as long as I could.
    4. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      Almost slipped. But, held out by thinking of what my AP would say. Day 4 without edging. Day 14 without sex (too long). Day 74 without MO.
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      2. bsdfj
        bsdfj
        Do you feel anything different after having sex? Like "benefits" go away?
        Aug 17, 2024
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      3. +TenPercent
        +TenPercent
        The "benefits" of long term semen retention are something that I don't experience anymore. It's a compromise, I guess. It's important to have sex with my partner. We tried karezza (orgasm free sex) but she threatened to end it with me if I wouldn't orgasm with her. It feels good to have sex on a regular basis. But the orgasms leave me wanting more orgasms and the temptations to masturbate are very tricky.
        Aug 17, 2024
      4. sohardrn
        sohardrn
        i feel like benefits peak around day 30. from there it's about continued abstinence from porn and continued benefits. i feel like we get accustomed to the benefits and think they went away, but the truth is we just have a higher baseline of expectations for ourselves.
        Aug 18, 2024
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      +TenPercent
      Day 73 without masturbation. Day 13 without sex or orgasm. Day 3 without edging. Free from porn, one day at a time.
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      Day 2 without edging. Day 12 without sex or orgasm. Day 72 without masturbation. The numbers are too low, too long, and the last is not bad.
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      +TenPercent
      Day 1 without edging. A new day. Feeling optimistic. Day 11 without sex or orgasm. Day 71 without masturbation.
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      +TenPercent
      Day 0 without edging. Slipped again. But otherwise doing pretty well today.
    9. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      Day 1 without edging. Day 70 without masturbation. Day 10 without sex and orgasm. 3 1/2 years without porn (w/ 4 slips). Not too shabby.
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      2. WaterNewt
        WaterNewt
        1 year no P is soon bro. Keep at it :)
        Aug 13, 2024
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      Day 0 without edging. I slipped pretty hard this evening. But still, 8 days is pretty good for me. I'll try to keep that up.
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      69 days without masturbation. 8 days without edging. Grateful to my AP who helps me stay on track. :)
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      7 days without edging. 68 days without MO. But no sex last night. All week looking forward to it, feel like my balls are being tortured.
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      And … day 6 without edging. 67 days without masturbation. All is going surprisingly well.
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      Day 5 without edging. That’s good for me! Yesterday was … tricky. But I made it. Day 66 without masturbation (to orgasm).
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      Day 4 without edging. Today will be a BIG challenge with chasers peaking and the weekend starting. Day 65 without masturbation.
    16. Ipercalisse
      Ipercalisse
      Nice profile pic
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      2. +TenPercent
        +TenPercent
        And the same to you. What a dashing portrait! <3
        Aug 8, 2024
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      Day 3 without edging. Day 64 without MO. Today is going well so far, no big urges.
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      Day 63 without masturbating. To orgasm, that is. Just to be clear. Day 2 without edging, which is really masturbation, stopping before the O
      1. +TenPercent
        +TenPercent
        I struggle A LOT with masturbation. Not completing it, also called MO (masturbation to orgasm), is helpful in maintaining healthy intimacy with my partner, better energy levels and its helped me to achieve nearly 3 1/2 years without porn. :)
        The edging is still a struggle. It needs to improve. Especially as it can be very compulsive for me.
        Aug 6, 2024
    19. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      Success!! Love was made last night. That's the #1 goal - regular intimacy with my partner. And not masturbating is the key. Day 61.
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    20. +TenPercent
      +TenPercent
      Day 60 without masturbation. Day 4 without edging. And plans to make love with my partner tonight … if I can make it without a slip. ;-)
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    Orgasm Addict. Compulsive Masturbator. Porn, Fantasy and Edging Addict. Longest streaks without O: 55, 63, 125, 129, 134, 154d.; without M: 191 days; without P: 454 days.
    Best "imperfect" Streak = 325 days w/ one M slip (MO @125, WD @259, sex @ 296)

    18 unauthorized voluntary releases (i.e. M) (of 30) in 2024 vs 12/32 in 2023. 18/22 in 2022, 13/25 in 2021, 24/42 in 2020, 5/18 in 2019, 40/43 in 2018 and 82/82 in 2017.
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