Day 10 without edging. Double digits. Had a dream last night where I masturbated and then I felt devastated at having lost my sobriety date - 5/14/25 (no MO or P since 4/17/25)
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Day 9 without edging. Definitely feeling some withdrawal symptoms … and noticing a slight increase in productivity and focus. Today it’s all withdrawal so far, shaky and exhausted.
Day 8 without edging. I haven’t had a cigarette for almost 20 years now - did I know that when I was only about a week in? It is possible. Mindset is everything. This could be a forever thing …
Day 7 without edging. It’s hard to maintain commitment every single day. I can feel it waning at times. Need to keep going. One day at a time, but aiming for double digits, then a fortnight …
Day 6 without edging. Yesterday morning was tricky. Woke up with arousal this morning. I just have to not touch, and not touch, and not touch … and it will pass.
Day 5 without edging. Feel like I’m on worse footing today, a bit less optimistic … but I will still give it my best.
Day 4 without edging. (and day 30 without MO if I can get a micro medal for not masturbating all the way
) Feel like I’m on better footing today.
Just took a cold shower. Not because I had urges, but to help me stay on track. I was feeling defeated earlier. My AP helped talk me off the edge. Still going strong - day 3 without edging.
Day 3 without edging. Feel like giving up.
Day 2 without edging.
I am on Day 1. My AP has put me on a strict no touching protocol and I am very grateful for her guidance. The edging has been killing me. It needs to STOP. No MO and no edging for me. This is going to be so hard!
Day 27 without masturbating. I absolutely must not edge today. I need to quit all edging or I will surely slip with masturbation soon. Day 27. 231 days left to finish out 2025 strong!
Day 26 without masturbation. Day 1 without edging. Yesterday was a mess, unbelievable urges! Somehow I only edged. Very enlightening, at least to see when the urges didn’t occur.
Day 25 without masturbation. I feel ashamed about my edging slip last night. I can see clearly just how powerless I am over urges. It’s unnerving but good that I see it … and that I didn’t give in.
Day zero without edging. Dang! It creeps up so fast. I just started and couldn’t stop. Was on day 5. But at least I didn’t take it all the way to orgasm. Still day 24 without masturbation.
Day 24 without masturbation. I have a lot to be grateful for today. Happy Mothers Day to all you mothers!
Day 23 without masturbation. I really need help. This isn’t easy. Optimistic about a new AP!
Day 22 without masturbation. Struggling. Really struggling…
Day 21 without masturbation. Beat my last streak. Next milestone is 31 days. Goal is 365. Day 2 without edging. Day 21 without porn.
Day 20 without masturbation. Day 1 without edging. -
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