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    What do I really want in life?
    Health and wealth
    Peace and contentment
    Friends and connection
    How will masturbating (or porn) get me there?
    That is the great lie of lust!
    It gives me a rush of pleasure, even to just look, but it only leads me AWAY from these goals.
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    Day 2 without edging.
    Even being on day 2 is a BIG deal and I’m feeling optimistic that I will get through this day.
    Day 17 without MO.
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    Day 1 without edging.
    I can’t lie. I love masturbating. It feels great. :)
    But, like drugs or alcohol, once I start, I can’t stop.
    And I keep starting :rolleyes:
    I’ve now gone a year without MO (with edging slips) but can I go 3 months without edging? 3 weeks even??
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    Yes, you can certainly spend your time without engaging with others; just keep yourself as busy as possible.
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    WatersMirror
    Same here. Love it too much and activities like that. But store up that energy for extended periods of time.
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    Day zero without edging. Two big slips in two days. Could have easily MO’d but somehow didn’t and, more notably, only managed to quit edging by taking drastic measures :oops:
    Day 15 without MO
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    Masturbation - how will I ever quit??
    When I have hard feelings it provides relief. When I’m aroused, it never fails to deliver.
    I’m learning other ways to cope with the feelings, but when I’m aroused and when there’s nothing to stop me … how do I NOT touch it??
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    This happened today. Fully aroused for no good reason, and home alone. So hard!!!
    Not even a little touch??
    I kept my hands busy by sending a message to my AP. And it passed!
    Eventually …
    But it was nearly impossible.
    Not touching. Not edging. One massive urge at a time.
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    Day 10 without MO. Back up to double digits. 315 days after I had moved from double to triple digits. Oh well. Free of MO and edging today. Next goal is a fortnight.
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    I’ve yet to have much of a “perfect” streak but my longest streak without MO is 405 days (but there were edging slips in there and probably a couple of slips with P or P-subs … I’ve looked at porn maybe a dozen times in the past 5 years … I don’t really track it anymore).
    Before this my longest no MO streak was 191 days and my longest without an O is 154 days.
    Jan/The Drifter
    Jan/The Drifter
    It seems like you are good tracking everything, but doesnt that make you way more conscious of everything like it all related to the addiction? I also would consider edging a failure if I'd spend significant time like 10+ minutes at it, but if its not that, why consider a failure?
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    Edging is so tricky. Where does one draw the line between touching and edging, or between light edging and serious edging??
    Ejaculation is pretty clear cut, though there have been times where I tried to stop at the last second and just a little semen was released :rolleyes:
    Anytime I edge and don’t MO is a win in my book.
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    Ugh. VERY tempted to edge. Felt mild blue balls all day at work, saw some visual stimuli on the way home. Craving to touch, with or without release. Trying to resist the URGES one minute at a time.
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    Day 0 without edging, day 2 without MO.
    Not sure I feel like counting days but …
    I made a commitment to keep trying until I can reach 3 months without edging, so that means no MO either.
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