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    Day 0 without edging. Twice today. Tempted to relapse fully with MO.
    Partly for a reset. Partly to feel the humiliation. :rolleyes: Just had the thought maybe I’ll announce that I’ve relapsed in my 12 step group and then do it.
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    Chrispl
    Chrispl
    If You edged, then basically that already is a relapse...
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    @Tiger1
    I’m realizing, on a level deeper than it’s ever been real for me, that I am a sexual being. I have a penis. I have hormones. I can’t just “turn it off”.
    Repressing it and hating myself for it just makes it worse. Masturbating daily is problematic. But trying to go years without it, at all costs, might not be that balanced either.
    Tiger1
    Tiger1
    God created all of us as sexual beings....but God didn't design us to have sex with ourselves, God designed us to experience and be a gift unto our marital spouse so we may share each other. I havnt gone years, my pb was 43 days but I'm willing to give it a shot until God grants me a spouse of his choosing for me.
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    Day 7 without edging. 399 days without masturbating to orgasm.
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    I feel like edging. Or, even better, to masturbate to orgasm.
    But that won’t fix anything. The urge to touch was on me this morning. I took a cold shower instead. It passed. This urge will also pass.
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    Day 1 without edging. 393 days without masturbating to orgasm.
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    MrVerdant
    MrVerdant
    Every time I see the number of days you have achieved - it makes me really happy.
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    Day 2 without edging and 394 without masturbating to orgasm (technically 420 days today :cool: )
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    Day 0 without edging.
    Ugh. I want to be free of it! (Even though while I’m doing it all I want is to keep doing it) :rolleyes:
    Each time I edge I risk a full blown relapse and, even seeing that I might O any second, it seems nearly impossible to stop!
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    Day 3 without edging. 391 days without masturbating to orgasm.
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    Gummigo77
    Gummigo77
    How have you been able to edge and not have an orgasm (eyaculation), how can that be possible?
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    Lots of practice?
    I believe I’m wired for PE. I used to PMO for four hours a night. I would feel about to ejaculate within the first minute or two of looking at porn. So I’d hold back and hold back so that I could go for hours.
    I think my body is used to the torture :rolleyes:
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    Edging will always lead to MO. Eventually. My all time record is 154 days of edging and no MO.
    In the past 391 days of no MO, my record without an O has been 85 days. The O’s have been from wet dreams, having sex and a couple of accidents.
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    Day 0 without edging. Touch with one hand while writing this with the other.
    Ugh. I just hope I can stop before I O.
    378 days without masturbating to orgasm could become zero and some part of me wants to feel that shame. :(
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    378 days without masturbating to orgasm. One week without edging. Hanging in there. Trying to detox from dopamine … with minimal success. Too often I find myself wanting to have urges. :rolleyes:
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    386 days without masturbating to orgasm and it’s day five without edging.
    But … I had an “accidental” O while walking on Monday and feel conflicted about it.
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    384 days without masturbating to orgasm. Must needs stop edging. That is my goal for June. Today is day 2 without edging, I think. Last week was brutal.
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    382 days without masturbating to orgasm. There is still a long road ahead before I can say and know that it is true for me: “I am not a masturbator. I don’t masturbate.”
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    381 days into my imperfect streak. Technically I haven’t masturbated to orgasm for 407 days. This week has been rough and the chaser effect hit me hard. Hopefully I’m past the worst of it.
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    Tiger1
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    Next to me, I think you’re the first person I’ve seen that said imperfect streak. Good going
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    My bottom line is not masturbating to orgasm. Porn, fantasy, edging - all bad ideas and will quickly lead to a relapse if I’m not careful but I’m not going to chastise myself for half slips and near slips. I simply aim for cleaner days …
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    380 days without masturbating … to orgasm. I slipped with edging. I was triggered by thought of big penises and feelings of inadequacy. I have a short penis, shorter than 95% of men. And, 6’ tall. Taller than average, shorter than average. Accept it. Get over it. Don’t touch it! Move on.
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    Average (penis) girth, overweight.
    Hey! Now there’s something that I can work on. I’d like to lose five pounds but I could afford to lose a stone.
    There’s too much living to do to spend my time in my head or playing with my peepee.
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