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    Day 10 without MO. Back up to double digits. 315 days after I had moved from double to triple digits. Oh well. Free of MO and edging today. Next goal is a fortnight.
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    I’ve yet to have much of a “perfect” streak but my longest streak without MO is 405 days (but there were edging slips in there and probably a couple of slips with P or P-subs … I’ve looked at porn maybe a dozen times in the past 5 years … I don’t really track it anymore).
    Before this my longest no MO streak was 191 days and my longest without an O is 154 days.
    Jan/The Drifter
    Jan/The Drifter
    It seems like you are good tracking everything, but doesnt that make you way more conscious of everything like it all related to the addiction? I also would consider edging a failure if I'd spend significant time like 10+ minutes at it, but if its not that, why consider a failure?
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    Edging is so tricky. Where does one draw the line between touching and edging, or between light edging and serious edging??
    Ejaculation is pretty clear cut, though there have been times where I tried to stop at the last second and just a little semen was released :rolleyes:
    Anytime I edge and don’t MO is a win in my book.
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    Ugh. VERY tempted to edge. Felt mild blue balls all day at work, saw some visual stimuli on the way home. Craving to touch, with or without release. Trying to resist the URGES one minute at a time.
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    Day 0 without edging, day 2 without MO.
    Not sure I feel like counting days but …
    I made a commitment to keep trying until I can reach 3 months without edging, so that means no MO either.
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    Day 1 without edging. Aiming for three months without edging or MO.
    Today is day 405 without MO. Taking it to a new level. I will reevaluate my relationship with masturbation after and if I reach 3 months without edging.
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    Day 0 without edging. Ugh. I am committing on this day to quit edging for 3 months.
    I might slip. I probably will. But I will keep trying, for as long as it takes, to make it three months without edging.
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    Day 0 without edging. Twice today. Tempted to relapse fully with MO.
    Partly for a reset. Partly to feel the humiliation. :rolleyes: Just had the thought maybe I’ll announce that I’ve relapsed in my 12 step group and then do it.
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    Chrispl
    Chrispl
    If You edged, then basically that already is a relapse...
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    @Tiger1
    I’m realizing, on a level deeper than it’s ever been real for me, that I am a sexual being. I have a penis. I have hormones. I can’t just “turn it off”.
    Repressing it and hating myself for it just makes it worse. Masturbating daily is problematic. But trying to go years without it, at all costs, might not be that balanced either.
    Tiger1
    Tiger1
    God created all of us as sexual beings....but God didn't design us to have sex with ourselves, God designed us to experience and be a gift unto our marital spouse so we may share each other. I havnt gone years, my pb was 43 days but I'm willing to give it a shot until God grants me a spouse of his choosing for me.
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    Day 7 without edging. 399 days without masturbating to orgasm.
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    I feel like edging. Or, even better, to masturbate to orgasm.
    But that won’t fix anything. The urge to touch was on me this morning. I took a cold shower instead. It passed. This urge will also pass.
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    Day 1 without edging. 393 days without masturbating to orgasm.
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    Every time I see the number of days you have achieved - it makes me really happy.
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    Day 2 without edging and 394 without masturbating to orgasm (technically 420 days today :cool: )
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    Day 0 without edging.
    Ugh. I want to be free of it! (Even though while I’m doing it all I want is to keep doing it) :rolleyes:
    Each time I edge I risk a full blown relapse and, even seeing that I might O any second, it seems nearly impossible to stop!
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