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    325 days without masturbating.
    Day 3 without edging, day 5 without measuring.
    I’ve been irritable and agitated lately. Withdrawal …
    But also getting clarity. Seeing how I really shouldn’t be touching myself at all …
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    323 days without masturbating.
    I did some good deep reflection yesterday.
    No MO is still my goal, and I am not going to MO so that I can go back to day one, but I am going to try to get through this month with no edging and no measuring. One day at a time. Wish me luck!
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    Day 0 without edging.
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    Edging with my left hand right now and checking in on my phone with my right hand.
    What the heck is wrong with me?
    I’m so tempted to just give up and masturbate to orgasm.
    Not for the orgasm really, more just to surrender to day zero
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    Stopped. 10 - 15 minutes total.
    I haven’t masturbated to orgasm in 322 days … but I feel like a fake and a failure.
    I have such a strong urge to masturbate and be the wanker that I know I am :(
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    Future me
    I am telling you. Either you have a good hard look in the mirror and set a new intention for this streak, NOW. Or just fucking relapse back to day 0.
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    322 days without masturbating.
    And … no edging or measuring yesterday :cool:
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    Crazy
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    Day 0 without edging :confused:
    Gummigo77
    Gummigo77
    Dont turn extremist buddy, i have seen this pattern in nofap stuff. Even i was at some moment extremist. Please dont do it. 322 without masturbating is still crazy even though you did edging you have gone very far and you should be proud of that. Now you have dominated masturbation now you dominate no edging and why the long face get up you can do this shit! Stay Hard
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    321 days without masturbating.
    (I like that’s its 1,2,3 … in reverse)
    Back on day 1 without edging or measuring.
    I read about body dysmorphia syndrome where people obsess compulsively over a certain body part that doesn’t measure up to high standards. So … I’m not the only one!
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    320 days without masturbating.
    Day 2 without edging or measuring.
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    In all honesty, there are no long term benefits from edging. Zero. There is short term pleasure and/or escape, but that’s a lie because it hurts us in the long run.
    If you’re asking - do I still have the benefits of semen retention? The answer is less benefits. My body saved semen by not doing MO, but edging does plenty of damage to the brain (dopamine pathway).
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    Edging sets me back, but not as much as masturbating to orgasm.
    Indiginy
    Indiginy
    Good job bro
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    I need to add “no measuring” to my bottom lines.
    No masturbation. No edging. No porn (of course) and no measuring.
    Measuring just triggers me and makes me want to give in and MO. :rolleyes:
    Today is day zero of not measuring.
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    I should probably call it day zero of not edging as well. :confused:
    It wasn’t really bad edging, just enough to get a hard on … but then I was triggered and touched some more. Ugh.
    I just worry my addiction mind will convince me to go ahead and edge now that I’ve already done it :rolleyes:
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    318 days without masturbating. Busy busy. Grateful that I haven’t been caught up in the cycle of edging lately. My hands are oh so useful for other things, but I need to divorce them, both of them, from my penis.
    Hygiene activities only! No touching for pleasure.
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    I would love to MO or edge right now. Feeling a lot of stress. Multiple priorities. I can’t do all the things this evening (and I just barely sat down!). It would be easy to skip my social thing, play with myself and get my exercise in … but I’m probably gonna show up for the social thing and miss out on my exercise goal for today. :confused:
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    316 days without masturbating. Not because I don’t want to. That desire may never go away. But I want to be free of it.
    One wank doesn’t make one a wanker. But after doing it every day for years, I can’t have a wank, not even one, or I may lose control again.
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    315 days without masturbating. Had some very bad urges yesterday - I had had some uncomfortable feelings (to run away from), then saw a few sexy women and the lust, the urge to focus on them was so powerful!! But … I did not edge, and I did not masturbate.
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    Extreme urges. I want to MO so bad right now!!
    Okay, that’s true but it’s also true that I have (somehow) made it home without MO.
    Triggered by women in flattering clothing. One after another. The first one hit me … and then came more. White knuckled it home. Jumped on NoFap right away. This too shall pass.
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    314 days without masturbating.
    And 340 days without porn. And, technically 340 days without MO.
    It hasn’t been perfect. Not at all! I’ve had bouts of slipping with edging and fantasy. But this is still my cleanest streak. And longest.
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    312 days without masturbating. I did not edge yesterday and hoping to do the same today. I’m grateful for my AP. She helped me to see how my lusting (objectifying women) is what feeds my urges and drive me to edge …with a feeling that I need to masturbate and I’ll always be a masturbator so why not edge and risk a full relapse?
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    I agree with her 100%. I am learning that I have only seen women and people as things to use, to consume, to manipulate to get what I want. But that isnt human. How you look at and treat other human beings is how you treat yourself.
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    311 days without masturbating … to orgasm.
    I want to be someone who doesn’t masturbate. I want orgasms to be optional during sex (i.e. Karezza).
    These are long term goals that I would feel really good about! :) :cool:
    Yet I battle urges to masturbate every day and cravings for orgasm.
    Pure short term gratification.
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