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    Day 330 Freyja - goddess of love and abundance

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    330 days without masturbating.
    I am entering into the final countdown.
    All I ever wanted was to make it a year without masturbating.
    Now I want more.
    This is new territory for me and the view is glorious :cool:
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    329 days without masturbating.
    Very very nearly slipped yesterday. Ups and downs but I have not crossed that line.
    Yesterday was very down. Deeply depressed.
    I want to be a non-masturbator.
    Can I have a shit day and not turn to lust?
    There will be more shit days. I don’t wanna wank. I am not a masturbator.
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    328 days without masturbating.
    “I am not a masturbator.”
    I still struggle. But I am working with this affirmation. I have spent most of my life calling myself a masturbator, a wanker. :rolleyes:
    I thought it was who I was.
    I’m changing that. I want to be a person who does not masturbate.
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    Doing okay, but not great.
    Strong urges to touch …
    stmos
    stmos
    Don’t
    MrVerdant
    MrVerdant
    Streaks teach you self control but you have find the reason why you want to touch yourself otherwise the urges will always feel overwhelming. Find the reason behind the behavior or desire, and then you can control it rather than it controlling you.
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    327 days without masturbating.
    Day 5 without edging and one week without measuring.
    I’m short fused and irritable today. Holidays are often stressful and Easter is no different.
    Pressure to do things and normal routine thoroughly disrupted.
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    325 days without masturbating.
    Day 3 without edging, day 5 without measuring.
    I’ve been irritable and agitated lately. Withdrawal …
    But also getting clarity. Seeing how I really shouldn’t be touching myself at all …
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    323 days without masturbating.
    I did some good deep reflection yesterday.
    No MO is still my goal, and I am not going to MO so that I can go back to day one, but I am going to try to get through this month with no edging and no measuring. One day at a time. Wish me luck!
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    Day 0 without edging.
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    Edging with my left hand right now and checking in on my phone with my right hand.
    What the heck is wrong with me?
    I’m so tempted to just give up and masturbate to orgasm.
    Not for the orgasm really, more just to surrender to day zero
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    Stopped. 10 - 15 minutes total.
    I haven’t masturbated to orgasm in 322 days … but I feel like a fake and a failure.
    I have such a strong urge to masturbate and be the wanker that I know I am :(
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    Future me
    I am telling you. Either you have a good hard look in the mirror and set a new intention for this streak, NOW. Or just fucking relapse back to day 0.
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    322 days without masturbating.
    And … no edging or measuring yesterday :cool:
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    Crazy
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    Day 0 without edging :confused:
    Gummigo77
    Gummigo77
    Dont turn extremist buddy, i have seen this pattern in nofap stuff. Even i was at some moment extremist. Please dont do it. 322 without masturbating is still crazy even though you did edging you have gone very far and you should be proud of that. Now you have dominated masturbation now you dominate no edging and why the long face get up you can do this shit! Stay Hard
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    321 days without masturbating.
    (I like that’s its 1,2,3 … in reverse)
    Back on day 1 without edging or measuring.
    I read about body dysmorphia syndrome where people obsess compulsively over a certain body part that doesn’t measure up to high standards. So … I’m not the only one!
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    320 days without masturbating.
    Day 2 without edging or measuring.
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    In all honesty, there are no long term benefits from edging. Zero. There is short term pleasure and/or escape, but that’s a lie because it hurts us in the long run.
    If you’re asking - do I still have the benefits of semen retention? The answer is less benefits. My body saved semen by not doing MO, but edging does plenty of damage to the brain (dopamine pathway).
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    Edging sets me back, but not as much as masturbating to orgasm.
    Indiginy
    Indiginy
    Good job bro
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    I need to add “no measuring” to my bottom lines.
    No masturbation. No edging. No porn (of course) and no measuring.
    Measuring just triggers me and makes me want to give in and MO. :rolleyes:
    Today is day zero of not measuring.
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    I should probably call it day zero of not edging as well. :confused:
    It wasn’t really bad edging, just enough to get a hard on … but then I was triggered and touched some more. Ugh.
    I just worry my addiction mind will convince me to go ahead and edge now that I’ve already done it :rolleyes:
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    318 days without masturbating. Busy busy. Grateful that I haven’t been caught up in the cycle of edging lately. My hands are oh so useful for other things, but I need to divorce them, both of them, from my penis.
    Hygiene activities only! No touching for pleasure.
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    I would love to MO or edge right now. Feeling a lot of stress. Multiple priorities. I can’t do all the things this evening (and I just barely sat down!). It would be easy to skip my social thing, play with myself and get my exercise in … but I’m probably gonna show up for the social thing and miss out on my exercise goal for today. :confused:
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    316 days without masturbating. Not because I don’t want to. That desire may never go away. But I want to be free of it.
    One wank doesn’t make one a wanker. But after doing it every day for years, I can’t have a wank, not even one, or I may lose control again.
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    315 days without masturbating. Had some very bad urges yesterday - I had had some uncomfortable feelings (to run away from), then saw a few sexy women and the lust, the urge to focus on them was so powerful!! But … I did not edge, and I did not masturbate.
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