Day 92 - Yup, this is pretty interesting. My country is shutting down. And I'm still triggered when I see a pair of panties in the street.
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Day 91 - panic is setting in all around me, one of the most memorable times of my life may be unfolding before me.
Day 90 - work wasn't so bad, ended well and I'll see my girlfriend again soon. It's been a pretty good day so far!
Day 89 - another painfully long workday, but going to see my gf tonight.
And I'm grateful for recent supportive messages on NoFap.
Day 88 - headache all day and the pile on my plate is mounting . . . but, I also feel optimistic. It feels so good at 17 days without an O!
Day 87 - lost an hour of sleep, blindsided at work, coronavirus panic in the streets, and a BIG decision to make. Wow, what a day!!
Day 86 - almost had an O last night while making love with my gf, but managed to wind down with Karezza. 15th day without release . . . Yes!
Hope you're feeling better!
Day 84 - another day of being sick and working. If I can just get through today . . .
Day 83 - I have a cold and I'm more sick today than I have been all week. Work was painful. But I'm grateful for another day w/o P, M or O!
Day 82, 30 minutes later. I'm so grateful for this platform. Device on, not on the edge of an O, slowly backing away from that cliff . . .
Day 82 - EEK! I almost had an O! And it's SO tempting to just let it happen . . . Panic Button!
Day 76 - My neighbours can screw and fight all they want this weekend . . . I'm going out of town!
Day 74 - Trying to just relax but stress levels are really high - very tempted to M! Touched a little. Ugh, chaser effect . . .
Day 73 - 10 hour work day. Mounting work and life stress. Trying to relax / recharge in healthy ways. Anticipating a big chaser effect . . .
Day 72 - a sexy (PG-13) movie and a cuck trigger led to fantastic sex with my gf! Makes me wonder if a little P-sub/fantasy is ok sometimes
Day 71 - I'm still hauntingly tempted by porn, p-subs, cuck fantasies and anything that can quickly change my brain chemistry.
Day 70 - looks like I missed 69 - 'twas an exceptionally long day, but I made it through. If only my neighbours would let me sleep . . .
Day 68 - I'm a hot mess. Headache, stomach ache, gas, nausea, tired . . . and a chaser effect creating a persistent urge to M. Rough week! -
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