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Day 175 (later) - survived so far and expected to see gf but she said not tonight, or tomorrow, or ? Now temptation, jealousy, arousal. Ugh
So, @Zeeshaan I would suggest that the more time you spend off of porn and masturbation the better!
And now I am finding that having an orgasm during sex is still similar in some ways to having an orgasm from M. The hormonal and neurochemical...
However, since we agreed not to have sex right away, the first weeks were REALLY challenging! I think it's easier to not M when you are single...
Maybe complicated, but I would be more inclined to say complex. And not at all painful. I was doing NoFap for well over a year before dating. And...
Followed some advice and took a cold shower. Feeling better. I also feel like sleeping, but I should go to a 12 step meeting tonight. I need to...
@Coffee Candy - thank you! The show was pretty good and the popcorn (LOTS of butter) really hit the spot! I actually felt calm and content just...
I should probably take one . . . right about now. Good on you for taking that cold shower and for reminding the rest of us to do the same.
I'm concluding that my biggest enemy is orgasm. Had 4 in 8 days with my gf. The first two (after ~160 days no PMO) were phenomenal but the last...
Day 175 - A good day! Less sugar, less stress, no headache. Felt compelled to put on my device and then . . . INTENSE arousal! Just in time?
Yup, splitting headache. Trying to cut back on caffeine and sugar. Slammed at work. Finally got out of that mess and . . . my front bumper fell...
Day 174 - Worst day that I've had in a long time. Nothing went right, lots went wrong. No outlet. Device on, I want to M so bad right now!!
It's hard to describe . . . yet not. Hard to do in practice and not lose oneself in the pursuit of orgasm for either self or partner. It is...
Day 173 - the thought of no O makes me feel like I might O - eek! Really struggling. Need to get past the chaser. Device on. Need to journal
