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and change is not cumming, haha! :D Sorry, I couldn't resist
@Hold it in - Hang in there!! This too shall pass.
Day 13 - tossed and turned with arousal all night last night but did not succumb! Change is coming.
In short, yes. While not a direct response, taking a lonnnnnng break from porn, masturbation and orgasm (and edging and fantasy) was HUGE in...
This is the crux of the issue for me . . . well, actually the deeper issue is that my mother had issues with male sexuality and taught me that all...
Hang in there. "The journey of a thousand miles starts with the first step" In my experience, the first 5 days after an O are the worst. 2 weeks...
Sometimes I'm pretty good at following directions. Sometimes ;) I've known guys to download tens of thousands of images. I did a bit of that...
Day 12 - that strange and prolonged feeling like I'm about to cum (usually accompanied by anxiety) and that tempts me to just finish it off
Day 11 - work really dragged today. Peaceful evening. Not a lot of urges, yet the temptation to edge or M lingers hauntingly in my mind . .
Day 10 - some anxiety, but not terribly triggered today. Not yet, anyway . . .
Day 9 - triggered again by sex w/ gf. She initiated a position that I could not do (maybe previous bf's could) due to p*nis size. Must not M
Hmm . . . I think it might be more like my addict mind is trolling my soul and my gf might be getting caught in the crossfire, poor girl. I have...
Day 8 - Didn't M. Had O w/ gf . . . too quickly. Triggered by (and triggering) "dark fantasies". Slept poorly, very poorly. Feel broken.
Day 7 - Urges! Still debating whether I should M. Seeing gf tonight. Don't want to not have desire, don't want to use her to get off.
Day 6 - 12h 32 m work day. No sugar. Headache since noon. Feel physically ill, depleted. Sleep now & do it again. Tempted to M and "unwind"
