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TheLoneWolf88
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TheLoneWolf88

Fapstronaut, Male, 34

PMO fucked my mind up badly. I don't take into account the positives in my life Sep 28, 2023 at 7:17 PM

TheLoneWolf88 was last seen:
Sep 29, 2023 at 6:24 AM
    1. TheLoneWolf88
      TheLoneWolf88
      I believe PMO accelerated my hair loss. But it's not bad at all. I feel sexier with a shaved head. Now my personality...
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    2. TheLoneWolf88
      TheLoneWolf88
      Remembering the scars I have remind me of the times I almost died, but made it through. And yet, I'm letting PMO bring me to my knees?
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    3. TheLoneWolf88
      TheLoneWolf88
      Relapsed yesterday, but that's okay. At least I can start from scratch and reach day 90 on my birthday
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      3. TheLoneWolf88
        TheLoneWolf88
        True, but I've had thousands of them since 2017. It needs to end sometime
        Sep 17, 2023
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      4. Azzure
        Azzure
        Are your relapses becoming less? Like is the space between them widening?
        Sep 17, 2023
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      5. TheLoneWolf88
        TheLoneWolf88
        It has recently. But I still can't get past day 5
        Sep 17, 2023
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    4. TheLoneWolf88
      TheLoneWolf88
      One of the curses of being autistic and a P addict is I'm unable to pick up on signs of attraction. I need to read up on that
    5. TheLoneWolf88
      TheLoneWolf88
      At least when I overcome this, I can hold my head up high and say I beat one of the hardest addictions out there
      1. Krillin1993 likes this.
    6. TheLoneWolf88
      TheLoneWolf88
      I need to keep my streak going. I'm a little over 3 months away from turning 35, and maybe I can achieve my dream of birthday sex
    7. TheLoneWolf88
      TheLoneWolf88
      One thing I can never seem to do is become content in my loneliness. If I could, I wouldn't be like this. It never fails to drive me insane
    8. TheLoneWolf88
    9. TheLoneWolf88
      TheLoneWolf88
      The few people in my life whom I've opened up to about my virginity, I had hopes they can help me out. Looks like I'm SOL
    10. TheLoneWolf88
      TheLoneWolf88
      Time after time, my mom asked 'whatever happened to my smiling boy from years ago?' -_- porn fucking killed him
    11. TheLoneWolf88
      TheLoneWolf88
      I need to stop with the success updates. Every time I do, I end up failing shortly after
    12. TheLoneWolf88
      TheLoneWolf88
      Talked myself out of fapping. For once, my subconscious came out on top
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      2. TheLoneWolf88
        TheLoneWolf88
        I remembered all the emotions and intense guilt I feel afterward
        Sep 13, 2023
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    13. TheLoneWolf88
      TheLoneWolf88
      Whatever happened to the young man's heart? / Swallowed by P as he slowly fell apart
      1. DeepRecovery
        DeepRecovery
        If you can write poetry you obviously still have heart.
        Sep 12, 2023
      2. TheLoneWolf88
        TheLoneWolf88
        It's a modified song lyric
        Sep 12, 2023
    14. TheLoneWolf88
      TheLoneWolf88
      They say depressed people are the happiest ones you'll ever meet. I must be at a whole new level if I can't smile at all
    15. TheLoneWolf88
      TheLoneWolf88
      I should be less stressed now that I'll be moving away from my parents soon, yet the relapses keep happening
    16. pipited
      pipited
      First, try to get at least SOMETHING going for you. People are gonna like you better if you have more confidence, and even a week could help with that. Then, just go for it. Ask somebody out, if you've already got somebody you like. If not, start socializing! You'll find somebody in time. And yes, you CAN escape!
      1. TheLoneWolf88
        TheLoneWolf88
        One of the reasons I keep relapsing is because I still live at home with overbearing parents. We are all moving out by the end of the month, and I'm not moving in with them. I'll have to start fresh next month. I know my confidence will rise once I'm on my own. I just have to grin and bear it for now
        Sep 12, 2023
    17. TheLoneWolf88
      TheLoneWolf88
      Can I claw my way out if this black hole of an addiction? I'm asking for help in getting a relationship as I feel completely worthless
    18. TheLoneWolf88
      TheLoneWolf88
      I think I need to relisten to Breaking Benjamin's album Dear Agony. It helped me so much in my darkest days 12 years ago. May help again
    19. TheLoneWolf88
      TheLoneWolf88
      And I will find the enemy within / Cause I can feel it crawl beneath my skin
    20. TheLoneWolf88
      TheLoneWolf88
      I gotta keep in mind the emotions that overtake me after I've been indulging. I guess the term 'basket case' is fitting
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    Gender:
    Male
    Birthday:
    Dec 16, 1988 (Age: 34)
    Preferred Pronouns:
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    First found out about P at the age of 17, and it's been a downward spiral since. PMO has ruled my decisions for half of my life. It has caused me to remain single for a decade, being an adult virgin, and has given me an ugly personality as well. I'm doing everything I can to reclaim my life

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    Strength doesn't come from what you can do, it comes from overcoming things you thought you couldn't
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