TheRevenant

But I held on and after 2-3 days, the urges were gone. Just like that. If you get past 2 or 3 weeks and this happens to you just hold on and don't relapse because it won't last and you'll feel incredible afterwards. I don't wanna go back to that again though I really wanted to go back 3 days ago.

So much more to say but for another day.

I've noticed it. At my view, you're doing smart. Keep it up.

I was actually. Thanks for noticing.
17 days clean so far and trying to get to 30 then 64 days. Reserving all my energy. I was having an insanely low amount of energy but now I'm feeling better. Although things haven't got easier but I feel stronger and think that I gotta go through the problems instead of seeking shelter in PMO. I'll add a profile post after hitting the 30 days milestone. Thanks again.

Go for it again.

Thanks bro, I have to.

Thanks a lot for not forgetting about me. I'm struggling a lot to ultimately overcome this.
I feel ashamed coming here and be present after achieving something big and then losing it.
I'd just rather not talk a lot until I've accomplished something worth mentioning.

Understood. Kinda was there myself earlier this year. Salutations, brother.

Feels nice relating to you, brother. You are going strong man, keep at it. Hope the same thing happens to me.

Thanks a lot. You're right but I think my mind's been wired in a way to think my purpose is lost while deep down I know it's not. I believe I will kick this habit soon. Thanks again for the positive words!

Just see it as a temporary setback. You'll get it back.

It's only temporary. You'll see clearer tommorow

Thanks for all the encouragement, guys. Can't do it without u guys here supporting eachother. I hope this temporary will soon be over cause it seems to be taking forever. I guess it only depends on how I look at it.

Thanks buddy. Yeap, getting back up is really not what I thought it would be. Struggling so much to get back up.

Remember the real you is the standing one. We don't so much fail as get knocked down by something else. Arise. Look in the mirror. Remember the NoFap warrior you truly are. Building that next streak will be easier with your faith in yourself. Already proven in days that are past.

Thank you so much for the kind words. I'll try to always remember them. Sometimes I ask myself why am I doing this? Like I forget my goal. I used to have strong motivation and drive and knew what my purpose was but I seem to have forgotten what it was for.

but you CAN. Soon i already know you WILL get to 17 days and you gotta push beyond that. When you are nearing that time, just push through with all of your might for the next couple of weeks after. And then it will get easier relatively.

I relied on God this time around. I said i can’t do it by my own strength and i vowed to walk by the spirit and not the flesh. You can only walk in one of them at a time. Ask for the Holy Spirit!

Feels so relaxing hearing you having the same experience and going through the same stuff and finally making it out victoriously. It has really given me hope and strength and anytime I'm about to relapse I try to recall your words to keep me from falling.
Thanks again buddy.

Thanks but I almost always fail around that. Now breaking that wall would be something. Still thanks for your kind words.

thats amazing to hear man, u did good and im sure ull do better than before this time

16 days is awesome! Keep grinding! :)

Thank you guys for all the support. They help a lot.

The box of shame for you then

We all stumble, my man. Do t beat yourself up. What matters is that you are trying to do the right thing! It’s a slow process. Keep at it :)

Thanks guys. I'll try more next time. I don't like giving up.

I wouldn’t say they were wasted. It’s all about the build up of small victories sometimes...before the big streak hits! Hang in there and keep trying :)

@Tiger uppercut! Appreciate it, man. These words give me hope and I can totally relate to them. I feel awful coming here saying I relapsed and I hope this won't happen again.

I struggled a lot in my 20's. I have nothing but respect for all your efforts. Eventually, I got married and I always wished I would have tried harder to beat this thing before that. You will find your dreams as well. Keep trying and all good things will come your way.

Thanks @vxlccm your words are really heart-warming and motivating. I feel more positive about future when I read your words. All this positivity you're spreading will definitely make huge changes in people's lives and yours as well.

And also thanks for the barrage of likes.

Thanks buddy, it's so true because that one time will eventually come.

Keep fighting! show adamant behavior like your profile picture! :)

Thanks @CAPTAIN MAAZ . I'm trying to but maybe not enough. Should kick this soon. The words on my profile used to mean sth to me but now that I'm back in the loop, they're not that bold. Anytime I want to get back up and start again a big streak I wonder that will it make a difference?

you got me wrong bro. I said i am sorry because i am afraid to relapse as you did (because we have the same username, because your name reminds me myself). Bravo for your 520 days, and much luck for the next streak.

Thanks so much buddy. You've always been here for me. I'll make it out soon. This time it's gonna be a bigger streak.

@The Revenant sorry I got you wrong then. Let's have big streaks then.

Hi @Beamer . It means a lot having you encouraging me. Yeap I'm trying to go as far as I can and see what will happen. And a good job to you on reaching 22 days. :)

Wow! Thanks for caring so much! Means a lot!