Theultimatefighter_21

Man, i've been suffering with this for two years... It started at my twelves, when i first watched a Video, a lesbian porn video i was just curious to see how it was like, no serious stuff... But after watching that single video... I just couldn't stop myself! My brain became more demanding and i started to look for heavy BDSM and forced sex stuff... As time gone by, my mind grew as a stronger objectifier... I Just couldn't see a woman as a person anymore... One day, my cousin was here, my parents leaved me alone with her, and all the time i was thinking about tying her abusing sexually... Every time i looked at a women, a unknown strange women, i already tought about raping her... But, if a girl talked to me, i would just freeze! I felt horrible and corrupted... This demon was eating a peace of my soul for every minute of video... But then, i looked myself in a mirror and asked what i was turning into... And then, i'm here, fighting day after day.