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threemonkeys

Fapstronaut, Male, 56, from Londo

Day 3. Not hard mode though. May 31, 2016

threemonkeys was last seen:
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    1. threemonkeys
      threemonkeys
      Day 3. Not hard mode though.
    2. threemonkeys
      threemonkeys
      Two days in! Not sure what my goal should be though...
    3. threemonkeys
      threemonkeys
      big progress last year...now rock bottom. NO WAY BUT UP!
    4. threemonkeys
      threemonkeys
      170 days, or thereabouts, no PMO...feel great about that now want to MO less.
    5. threemonkeys
      threemonkeys
      Starting 14 +days no MO. Did 90 days hard reset, and then some. Still no PMO-reallly happy & proud of that- but feel myself slipping.
    6. axy_david
      axy_david
      Please bake some cookies!
      1. threemonkeys
        threemonkeys
        Good plan!
        Aug 17, 2015
    7. threemonkeys
      threemonkeys
      90 plus and I don't know what write. Amazed. Bit anxious about what's next.
      1. AlltheRageBackHome and Arley like this.
      2. AlltheRageBackHome
        AlltheRageBackHome
        Congratulations, buddy. Big achievement. Please, keep going.
        Aug 15, 2015
      3. threemonkeys
        threemonkeys
        Thanks very much I reckon I'll keep going. Not in utopia but better than the alternative.
        Aug 16, 2015
    8. threemonkeys
      threemonkeys
      Day 88. What are my new goals?
    9. threemonkeys
      threemonkeys
      Just climbed out of massive pothole.
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    10. threemonkeys
      threemonkeys
      Lost count of the days...maybe I can do this. Thank you all for your inspiration!
      1. Arley likes this.
    11. threemonkeys
      threemonkeys
      Day 65. Feel like the whole path of my life could change. But there will be collateral damage.
      1. Kenji likes this.
      2. Elduderino
        Elduderino
        Day 65 for me too.

        Lots of stress and confusion in my life right now but stuff it . I gotta ride it out.
        Jul 19, 2015
      3. threemonkeys
        threemonkeys
        Ride it out....that's a good way to look at it...won't last forever.
        Jul 20, 2015
    12. threemonkeys
      threemonkeys
      Day 59. There is something missing! Need a pick me up/escape plan. Just have to deal with boredom for a short while, i guess!
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      3. axy_david
        axy_david
        sweet coconut curry!
        Jul 14, 2015
      4. Kenji
        Kenji
        Oh man, why jump to a heroin reference friend? I know where that road leads...how about some endorphins from a nice run or long bike ride?
        Jul 21, 2015
      5. threemonkeys
        threemonkeys
        Kenji-you'll be glad to know the closest I've got, ironically, has been the morphine I got prescribed years ago after a bike ride went horribly wrong!

        Not craving escape so much today thankfully.
        Jul 24, 2015
    13. threemonkeys
      threemonkeys
      Day 53...this probably will be up there in the top 5 most difficult things I've ever done. But I've no choice!
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      3. Deleted Account
        Deleted Account
        Keep holding on and try to find as many ways as possible to express yourself and your emotions. Do some sport, try art, spend time with people you love.
        Most importantly, do NOT be harsh to yourself, I remember when I was at that stage I used to think about all the time that is left for me to feel better.
        Progress is one step at a time.
        Jul 7, 2015
      4. threemonkeys
        threemonkeys
        Elduderino....thanks. I know what you mean regarding getting used to the feelings of anxiety, stress, embarrassment. ...and facing the fears.
        Jul 8, 2015
      5. threemonkeys
        threemonkeys
        Zack...cheers.....keeping active does seem to help a lot....specifically physical stuff.
        Jul 8, 2015
    14. threemonkeys
      threemonkeys
      This chaser effect is a killer
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      2. Philip1990
        Philip1990
        what i found out after a year that it is useless to be harsh on yourself or feel half as good as you are because thats bullshit.I recommend a spreadsheet. Not everyone can get to 90days while building their lifes up because that is incredibly harder. If you PMO 10times a month i would try to cut it to once a week so you would be PMO'ing much less. Also i recommend building up your testosterone.
        Jul 5, 2015
    15. threemonkeys
      threemonkeys
      This site is fantastic!
      1. Arley likes this.
    16. threemonkeys
      threemonkeys
      Day 45 tomorrow hope I don't explode!
      1. LiveAnAwesomeLife likes this.
    17. threemonkeys
      threemonkeys
      Day 41. Need a serious adrenalin substitute that does not involve getting arrested.
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    Gender:
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    Birthday:
    Aug 13, 1964 (Age: 56)
    Location:
    Londo
    Occupation:
    Chef