Traveler85

I have been using porn since a teenager, and have always had a high sex drive. I found out I was addicted when I was a student in my 20s, declared to my then-girlfriend, now-wife that I would stop. I gained religion, and stopped for a few months, but have fought with it ever since. First I stopped using on moral grounds based on rape and exploitation. I wandered into adult chat rooms and exhibitionism/voyeurism believing that was more 'ethical'. In the end that hurt my wife more than anything, as it felt more real and like cheating. Been married 4 years, with a young daughter and now facing divorce, depression, despair. I support this website and the people on it trying to improve themselves. It's a hard battle.