TunaSandwich
Fapstronaut, Male, 25, from Argentina
I'm not a native English speaker. Apr 13, 2020
- TunaSandwich was last seen:
- Nov 28, 2023
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I'm 21. I relapsed many times in my life. I started PMO when I was 13. I remember quitting PMO for 6 months when I was 15. Then the girl I used to like rejected me and I got frustrated and then I relapsed.
Every time I said "this is the last time" but I was lying to myself only. Then when I was 19 I quitted P. for 2 years, but I relapsed at M. after the first year. I felt so good anyways. I used to be shy my whole life but now I had an astonishing ammount of women who were interested in me. I was productive, positive, self-confident.
I relapsed P. in December, I remember I felt so bad that I begin watching P. like 3 or 4 times a week. Could't manage the urges and the guilt feelings were destroying me. I felt everything like if I were depressed. The girl I was dating became bored of me and that hurted me a lot more, I thought "I'm becoming the same shy boring boy I was in the past". So, ashamed, I friendzoned her before she friendzoned me.
Then I got a job in another city and stopped PMO for 2 months. I remember feeling so good, happy, confident, girls were talking to me again, I could express more love to my family and friends, I was more trust-worthy.
March 2020 came and I relapsed... not only reseted but relapsed. Here I am, starting this journey again. I really hope I could like some of you and, like you, win this fight against P. forever.Interact
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