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Fapstronaut, Male, 24, from Europe
One day after another. Nov 7, 2019 at 6:27 PM
One day after another.
Right..that can be pretty hard to do sometimes.
Anyway, how are you doing? Feeling good so far?
Im doing OK. :+)
Hey , how are you doing, UAH ;)
iiis your counter up to date?
Hey CC :) Unfortunately no. Wow you are already near 1 month, time to get my run on too. I struggle with P more than with MO somehow. I can force myself to not MO no matter how agitated I am but along the day I will have one or two short lapses of willpower where I will catch a glimpse of P, as stupid as it sounds. For MO the counter is right but for P, I am actually at day 1.
aah, okay..well its some progress..No MOing is good! :)
Gotta let go of the P sometime though.
Hey, how are things? Good going on three days, they're some of the hardest ever.
Aw, well done. You can handle this. Any plans for the weekend, AntiHero?
I'm doing ok, better than I deserve : )
Nah didn't really do much CC. I rearranged my flat a lot, thew out old things I didn't need any more and cleaned a lot.
Glad to hear :)
That sounds nice :+)
Second relapse in a week. I need to get a grip guys. This is disgusting.
Go read easypeasy hackbook Its like most of the good Advice you'll find here but compiled
But it keeps on saying same thing again and again. Otherwise it's worth reading.
I trust you will.. we can see how badly you want it by returning..and just still never giving up..thats all that matters: never giving up on the good fight, my friend.
Day 2 done. I feel withdrawals such as a light headache. I consider it positive, as change seems to happen.
For sure. You’re healing :)
You're getting stronger..I remember I used to have headaches trying not to think of anything sexual. Keep going :)
Figured out why I relapse. In the first place, I started with PMO after I developed crippling depression. If I don't manage it, I relapse.
If I do manage it, I don't really have the urge to fap. Rather, when I do think about PMO I just feel sad. It's only ever appealing to me when I let my depressive moods go unchecked.
Back in the game.
Glad to have ya back :)
How are things?
Wanna try and answer it nowww? :b welcome back!!
Sorry for the long wait ; P Things are going okay. I am still not there but I have my way ahead of me.
I hope you are doing at least as fine as me? :)
Atleast you answered now. I understand and I believe in youu.
Yes :) Thanks
You inspire me :)
Thanks mate, I appreciate you taking time to write a compliment :)
Kindness to a kind person :)
Finished day 2 4 hours ago. I feel low-key urges, but I heavily resist any and all fantasies and porn-flashbacks.
Thank you bro. Looks like you are back on track again, too. Let's do this together.
You got it, bud!
Good on you, keep it up :)
If you are under 25 years stopping PMO for good is all the more important as brain plasticity is at it's highest until there.
Oh heck yaaaaa Im am one yr under 25. Lucky me. lol
It's disturbing how easily the thought of PMO slips into my mind, as if it wouldn't harm me and be something perfectly normal.
yaaa, man. good work on day 1 you didnt stay down too long.
Thanks CC. Yeah, I am back again on my feet. I somehow grandly lack in impulsivity-control in private spaces. I have been told that this issue is related to PMO (hypofrontality). It literally erodes your willpower making recovery hard for addicts. But oh well, what are 90 days of suffering against thousands of days of good life. I just need to recall that in dire situations. :)
Yeah, I'm an erratic person so I can understand that.
Lets keep trying :) Its well worth it.
Day 4 finished in 1 hour and 20 minutes. The withdrawals are making me sick and cranky.
Nice job. Hang tough.
Thanks CC. Have been going strong so far :)
You're welcome :) Ya, I see that. 6 days already! You're zooming by the first week.
Either you spend time now, doing things you dislike to create a life you like, or you will spend your whole future doing things you dislike.
I choose the former
The moment you indulge into sexual fantasies and porn-flashbacks you have accepted relapse.
This is the best thing I've read on this day!
When you are about to open the P pages and MO imagine the p0rn creators laughing at you with pointed fingers.
I will be using it. Thanks!
What about when you are about to open the P pages and you imagine all your buddies time and encouragements spent on you and all their words from their hearrtttts :c
sounds good to me too, CC :)
For me PMO is just another form of escapism. Numbing my mind, running from problems and reality. Face your problems, face reality.
Not only for you, for all of us.
The truth behind the truth
you can't recover from PMO addiction if you don't care about yourself and your life.
Only when you start taking school seriously, taking your relationships seriously and start taking your life seriously in general will you have the drive and willpower to stop porn. You will not be successful with nofap if you go to McDonalds twice a day or watch Netfilx for 12 hours every day. you need meaning in life, friend.
Hey how has your June been?
Hey, how are you?
Hey CC kinda struggling, but kinda also going good. Still no longer streaks though. How are you? :)
wb again. struggling with pmo?
what was that you said about streaks? lol
Im okayyyyy thanks for askin :)
Well, I mostly have 3-4 day streaks right now, before relapsing again but it's getting better. Good to hear you are doing fine :)