Recent content by Vicegerent

The opposite of addiction is connection. But what do you do when every connection hurts? When hearts break?

I think happiness is key. Deliberately being happy,… like sometimes I feel happiness is a choice, a choice that we make deep in our minds, and when you’re happy, things fall into place. Well, of course there are undeniable conditions like depression, trauma, etc etc,.. that can make people sad...

It’s has been an eternity since I’ve been here. And now I hope to be regular again. Different people have different experiences, perceptions vary centimetre by centimetre with people. Last year I was lonely, this year, I’ve an epitome of friends. Not only that I even have met someone, a girl...

Thank you, @Average_Joe0285. I didn’t give in. And I am working on resolving the things that were troubling me. And this time, I am not gonna give in and collapse into my mind. I am living my life. Prayers for this entire fellowship. May Allah guide us all rightly.

It has been a long time, fellowship. I have been living a good life, free of porn. But today, I broke down a little. I slipped up and watched P. I have no intentions to go back there again. And, I’ve finally decided, it’s due time I paid a visit. My life has been going well, I am much more...

Day,.. something surely it must be. Talk about bein' consistent. But, thankfully I have been crazy busy all this time and today is day 17 or 18,.. well who cares. I am living my life. Exercise and meditation have been unfortunately put on a stop as the academic demands have increased ten fold...

I’ve been wanting to post here for a couple of days but I just haven’t found the time to. I am busy, I surely have a lot to do. I’d rather be studyn’ right now. But the thing is, I can’t do the things I ought to so easily. Now I don’t know what the reason may be,… procrastination can become a...

3 days – PMO forces have spotted you!! With haste you use the Bucklebury Ferry to cross the Brandywine river. Yea, they sure have spotted me.

That’s me for now. And one question is rising in my mind, is the matrix real?

There is a very disturbing feeling mostly all of us have experienced. That feeling you get when you have cold, an internal, dry itch in your nose, like something is scraping it from inside, making you want to sneeze, and yet you can’t sneeze. And your mouth is all dry. And every single thing is...

@Baki Hanma , @RiseToGreatness Thank you.

Check in, Day 1 I guess. Shame. Is it really bad to feel shame? Or is it the way we process it. I remember a Stoic quote that went something like, man is not disturbed by outside events but by the way he reacts to them. These aren’t the exact words, this is what I remember of it. It’s very...

Long time no see, members of the fellowship. Warriors. I hope to be more consistent here now. I feel like I am a century behind. You see, it’s weird, how my mind always has some excuse, whether that be related to my studies or nofap. It’s almost as if I’m,.. I’m my own enemy. I’m tired of me...

I’ve been absent for quite some days. My bad. A lot happened, meanwhile. I went from having an okay streak to flapping on Friday. And that made me absolutely depressed and pissed off at myself. The next day I took a recovery day, deliberately did no study, and by the end of the day was feeling...

Day 2. Just a normal day. So normal that even if anyone were to give me millions I wound not go back to P. I wonder how that spirit and state of mind could be lost in a matter of minutes. What takes over us when we mess up? @theonlyway Thank you for the tip.