wakingthelionsinme

Don't sell yourself short/You might be bulletproof/Hard to move mountains when you're paralyzed/But you gotta try

Every time I consider indulging, I keep imagining myself with a deeper voice if I continue on

It's confirmed, I have a new job

From the sounds of it, I think I got a new job. I will find out tomorrow. Double the pay rate and only a mile from home

Down is not where I belong/This aching heart won't turn to stone/There's a fire inside these bones/It was meant to be

Back for more of what you love/Back for more of what you hate/You can't stop, stop, stop/Cause you're already too late

Yep, my loneliness is starting to take hold

I can't tell you how bad the temptations get sometimes

Been feeling a little horny the last few days. I've gotten back onto my nightly exercise regimen to hold it back

Gotta get back onto my nightly exercises. I'm starting to get pudgy again

I'm starting to go through my jealous/anxiety phase that hasn't hit me as hard for 7 or 8 years

I watched a change in you / It's like you never had wings / And you feel so alive / I watched you change

Finding it hard to keep my mind clear at work. Constantly fighting off horniness

My goal is still to keep pushing until it becomes unbearable, feed it ONCE and keep pushing as long as I can

I must be searching for something/Something sacred I lost/But the river is wide/And it's too hard to cross

My dilemma is so simple. I spend way too much time in my room, I stink, I'm greasy, my beard is so unkempt, and I get bored easily

After tons of relapses in the past, I've always had the idea of just leaving this site, but I can never bring myself to do so

Had another realization last night: with my dad being in his 60s, he'd like to learn about me losing my virginity before he dies

How can everything be justified by you?/How can my demise be justified by you?

Hopefully staying away from P will help me focus on passing my test on state safety inspections for cars. I've failed twice in the past.