wakingthelionsinme

Fapstronaut, Male, 31, from Telford, PA

Every time I fap, I get an overwhelming sadness. It's not until after I realize I'm 31 and I've been doing this for half of my life Jan 25, 2020 at 10:52 AM

wakingthelionsinme was last seen:: Jan 25, 2020 at 10:57 PM

1. wakingthelionsinme
  Got a lot of stress off my mind now that I passed my safety inspection class
  
  Nov 4, 2019
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2. wakingthelionsinme
  Don't sell yourself short/You might be bulletproof/Hard to move mountains when you're paralyzed/But you gotta try
  
  Nov 3, 2019
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3. wakingthelionsinme
  Every time I consider indulging, I keep imagining myself with a deeper voice if I continue on
  
  Oct 30, 2019
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4. wakingthelionsinme
  It's confirmed, I have a new job
  
  Oct 30, 2019
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  3. Deleted Account
    Congrats
    
    Oct 30, 2019
    
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  4. Ash_says
    Congratulations
    
    Oct 30, 2019
    
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  5. Coffee Candy
    Congratulations :)
    
    Nov 2, 2019
    
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5. wakingthelionsinme
  From the sounds of it, I think I got a new job. I will find out tomorrow. Double the pay rate and only a mile from home
  
  Oct 29, 2019
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  2. SirErnest
    Nice when that kind of thing happens. Wait until you have the offer though...
    
    Oct 29, 2019
    
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  3. wakingthelionsinme
    My current job won't know until I know for sure
    
    Oct 29, 2019
    
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6. wakingthelionsinme
  Down is not where I belong/This aching heart won't turn to stone/There's a fire inside these bones/It was meant to be
  
  Oct 26, 2019
7. wakingthelionsinme
  Back for more of what you love/Back for more of what you hate/You can't stop, stop, stop/Cause you're already too late
  
  Oct 24, 2019
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8. wakingthelionsinme
  Yep, my loneliness is starting to take hold
  
  Oct 24, 2019
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  2. MONSTER MONK
    Atleast you get to hold someone.
    
    Oct 25, 2019
    
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9. wakingthelionsinme
  I can't tell you how bad the temptations get sometimes
  
  Oct 22, 2019
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10. wakingthelionsinme
  Been feeling a little horny the last few days. I've gotten back onto my nightly exercise regimen to hold it back
  
  Oct 21, 2019
11. wakingthelionsinme
  Gotta get back onto my nightly exercises. I'm starting to get pudgy again
  
  Oct 19, 2019
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12. wakingthelionsinme
  I'm starting to go through my jealous/anxiety phase that hasn't hit me as hard for 7 or 8 years
  
  Oct 19, 2019
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  2. wakingthelionsinme
    What I mean is jealous of people that could get laid making me feel like the black sheep of society
    
    Oct 19, 2019
    
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13. wakingthelionsinme
  I watched a change in you / It's like you never had wings / And you feel so alive / I watched you change
  
  Oct 18, 2019
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14. wakingthelionsinme
  Finding it hard to keep my mind clear at work. Constantly fighting off horniness
  
  Oct 15, 2019
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15. wakingthelionsinme
  My goal is still to keep pushing until it becomes unbearable, feed it ONCE and keep pushing as long as I can
  
  Oct 15, 2019
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    And the problem with that is obviously once I feed it, my brain demands more. My hope is that eventually, it will taper off and I will have it under control
    
    Oct 15, 2019
    
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16. wakingthelionsinme
  I must be searching for something/Something sacred I lost/But the river is wide/And it's too hard to cross
  
  Oct 13, 2019
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17. wakingthelionsinme
  My dilemma is so simple. I spend way too much time in my room, I stink, I'm greasy, my beard is so unkempt, and I get bored easily
  
  Oct 13, 2019
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    And I know for sure what happens when I get bored
    
    Oct 13, 2019
    
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18. wakingthelionsinme
  After tons of relapses in the past, I've always had the idea of just leaving this site, but I can never bring myself to do so
  
  Oct 12, 2019
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19. wakingthelionsinme
  Had another realization last night: with my dad being in his 60s, he'd like to learn about me losing my virginity before he dies
  
  Oct 10, 2019
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20. wakingthelionsinme
  How can everything be justified by you?/How can my demise be justified by you?
  
  Oct 9, 2019
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Dec 16, 1988 (Age: 31)

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Been a PMO addict since I started looking at P at 17 years old. Joined NoFap shortly before Christmas 2017 after realizing what my life has become and knew I needed a change. My recovery has been very rocky to say the least. This was never intended to be a challenge to see how long I could go, but rather a fight to stop or at least severely reduce the amount to someone who is not addicted.
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