Its not that I can’t, or I’m failing - I’m not even trying/trying hard enough. I know what I’m capable of.
Thank you for hopping by, things are getting much better. New start but much smarter and better ways to improve at nofap.
Strong urge, but I put in my mind that only 2 more hours to hit one week, and by then the urge won’t exist. Hopefully.
It’s temporary, and will always be.. gotta . 3 seconds of “release” ain’t worth the results. Just neee to keep that in my mind every time .
Starting to feel the energy again, i work about 14hours a day which helps me a lot because I don’t feel the need to use social media too.
Hardships are sometimes necessary, but don't let go. This community needs you. We all feel grateful for your support.
I don't deserve this anymore, thanks to whoever been here with me on all the times. Love y'all, keep fighting. The demons won this time.
It isn't going well guys, I'm not asking for drama or anything but shit goes really bad and it's hard here with all the girls. I don't want to leave nofap and I'm scared of the whole thing.
I feel traumatized by the whole thing I haven't seen porn in years it doesn't affect me as it did so it shows the progress but the amount of guilt is 10 times worst. Scared of even thinking about leaving nofap.
Callousing your mind means not resisting anything that you want to do even if it demands you being uncomfortable in a way you've never been.
Don't know about Jocko or others all I know is David Goggins inspirational and he helped the navy by gathering money for the families whom had a lost due to war or whatever. But yeah I read his book he was never that kind of person to be friends with other seals while they went out he used to study stuff about weapons and always try to get better.
I understand him though, reminded me of school when I ripped myself of to get good grades and didn't give a damn about social.
Btw the reason he didn't get to DEVGRU is because of the whole social thing, and navigation points. Nothing about being uncomfortable that's for sure.
Someone passed me today on the streets and called me a dickhead for no reason, I wanted to put all my anger on this dude and beat him up but I just kept doing my job. And I keep ignoring females because of my shyness.