WillyRonka

Browsed through a porn site just now. Didn't watch any videos, and didn't have an orgasm. But I'm considering it a relapse.

struggle bussin lately.

Everything truly happens for a reason. Feeling thankful today!

Days off always come with the strongest urges.

Falling off the wagon.

Just played the ultimate edging challenge on Pornhub. Lasted until the end, but I feel like shit. Fuck this addiction!

Even with 2 jobs, this is a struggle. Rebooting.

Made it to 48 days, but I had a rough morning, and unfortunately relapsed. Fuck me!

Day 47: Had my wet dream last night. Job interview for 2nd job went really well. Will know by end of day if I'm hired.

Day 46: today was a lonely day. Spent it surfing on escort sites. Hoping for a wet dream tonight to release the tension.

Day 45: had this weird urge to go to the strip club when I woke up. But I said nope. Off to the gym.

Day 43 complete. Start my new job in an hour. Reopened Snapchat to attempt to make amends with my former coworkers. Feel good today!

Day 42 complete. Start my new job tomorrow. It's been a long week. Had a lot of time to reflect. But I made it.

Day 42. Had another wet dream last night. That's 2 in the last 3 days. Is that good?

Day 41 complete. Took a cold shower this morning. Woo baby! Feeling a little better today after getting fired.

Day 41: had a dream I was born again. Mom says I was a carefree happy baby. I have a strong urge to hold a baby today.

Despite everything happening in my life right now, I've hit 40 days! If I can do it, I dont wanna hear any excuses from you.

Day 40. Just watched The Secret. Talked to a Real Estate Investor. About to go workout. Still very depressed.

If anyone has any work from home ideas, let me know. I'm down for anything.

Day 39 complete. Interview went well, but they didnt have availability in the morning for me