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I am stuck in a pretty bad place all over again. How things change so quickly within days, it's shocking to say the least. If you guys remember, I posted a while back that i got my PAWS symptoms back after a gap of good 3-4 months. I really thought that I had recovered and I am just dealing with...

3 years completed now without porn. Had a good 45 days window last month without symptoms. Got back into PAWS about 10 days ago and with new and different symptoms. New symptoms are insomnia, digestion issues and heartburn....like acid reflux. And some other old symptoms. I definitely feel...

So to share my recent experience along with a query. If you guys recall, I recently shared that my PAWS symptoms are gone and I feel recovered. Sadly, it turned out to be a good window/wave of around 40-45 days and suddenly I got back all those crippling PAWS symptoms. Some of my symptoms like...

I don't know why but PAWS have hit me again very strongly for reasons unknown to me. Just had a very bad and long panic attack out of nowhere. Almost passed out due to shortness of breath. Friend took me to the hospital and obviously nothing came out. ECG was normal, so was blood pressure...

Hello Everyone, So I am back here writing which I never thought I would be if anyone asked me a few days back. So, just a reminder for everyone, I wrote about 4 months ago that I am PAWS free after a brutal 31 months battle. I have to take that back with a pinch of salt (more than a pinch...

Just keep stopping yourself ALWAYS and keep moving on. Slowly and steadily, you will develop control. It took me two long years to realize the reason of me not reaping the full benefits of reboot. I never got rid of imagining porn in my mind. As soon as I cleaned my mind, I started getting results.

You're playing with fire here. No matter what anyone says, fantasizing is very bad. It spoils you're reboot and in my opinion, it is borderline relapse. For brain, there is no difference between watching porn and imagining porn. You will have a very difficult journey if you continue fantasizing...

If i have orgasm through masturbation, it will give me some PAWS symptoms for a while definitely. But I noticed that I didn't get any symptoms if I have orgasm through wet dream or sex. Although I am not that active sexually. I orgasm like once per month through sex. But it doesn't take me back...

Dear Brothers, I am now clean for 2 years & 8 months and I can finally say that I am PAWS free. In this time, I had all type of PAWS symptoms that were mentioned and many that were not even mentioned here. Head to Toe, you name it, I suffered it all and I am now very much symptom free after a...

Hello everyone and thanks @zander13 for tagging me. It was a wakeup call that I needed to perhaps post something of an update here as its been a very long time. Many a reasons for me losing interest in this forum. Primary reason would be that I am not battling PAWS like I used to after 31 months...

I feel that all my withdrawals are gone now....except social anxiety. 30 months+ going strong. Unbelievably long journey.

No, you are right. They are all deleted. I have no idea why he did that. Neither did he say or gave any hint that he might be doing that. I wish he didn't do that because profiles and messages of successful long term rebooters are very precious for new comers and we know that they are going to...

Bro, this is indeed very very important and something which we all have to absorb deeply. If you saw my last posts, I am fighting raging libido for last 02 months and when you get that back after 25 months, you tend to forget a lot of things. Thankfully, I didn't relapse but I did quite a few...

We are separated but not divorced. She didn't give up on me for the whole first year while I wasn't unable to have sex with her. When I recovered from PIED, we had our first intercourse and subsequently we started having sex. I went back into flatline after about 02 weeks so that didn't help. I...

Bro, I remember PTSD being discussed here a while back but I can't recall who started it. Was it you? What are your thoughts now? Did you also have totally new and different symptoms that late in the recovery? I also want to know how you are managing your libido/sexual drive/urges? Are you...