Have had a few issues - definitely due to unhealthy addiction!

Hi all my name's Kash.

New to this forum but I've watched a ton of videos about how porn and masturbation effect your brain/energy levels. I'm definitely addicted - have been watching porn/jerking off daily before bed every night since high school and I struggle to go without it. It feels great writing this because it's a problem you can't discuss with family/friends without feeling like a total loser.

I'm 25 - I should be in my prime sex stage and be able to go like a jackhammer but my boners have gotten a lot weaker over the years and it is tough to get it up when i need to (this has happened while I was with a couple of girls - super embarrassing). But with porn - I just touch it and I'm good to go. This tells me my brain is seriously messed up and I my body responds to fake pornstars on screen over real women I can touch and feel. REBOOT NEEDED BADLY!

I'm sick of this feeling and sick of jacking off in my bedroom coz i feel awful afterwards. I want to have great sex again with real relationships and real women and have a girlfriend. So my journey has started - I'm on day 3 now...it's really tough not gonna lie. Gonna go for 30 if possible.

Glad sites like this exists in an internet full of smut which is so easy to get dragged into - I wish I had never discovered Porn.

Cheers.

 

Agreed mate - I have blocked all my devices now and although it would only take a simple password to unblock, i think that gives me enough time to cool my jets and think about other things!

Cheers

 

Thanks I'll be sure to give that a read! It is so frustrating not being able to have sex with the real person infront of you so I can definitely see how you felt. Congratulations on your journey so far and good luck to us both!! I'm gonna try my best