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i've been addicted to porn for 22 years :(

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by Gogo123, May 16, 2021.

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  1. May 16, 2021 #1
    Gogo123

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    Hello everyone, my name is Andres from colombia, i am 37 years old and i have been struggling with porn for 20 long and tough years. I started watching porn when i was 15 with soft porn magazines, however. When i discovered hardcore porn (first on VHS) my life changed forever, i just couldn't stop watching Max hardcore and Evil angel crap, i could easily fap eight time per day, even my penis's skin was bleeding because it was so irritated. Of course i suffered from chronic insomnia, depression, low self esteem and suicidal thoughts. This addiction has been destroying my life with no mercy, i am not married, not gf at the moment, i lost my job two months ago due to quarantine. Nevertheless, i started a hardcore mode and i am on day 91, i think i need at least 6 months to recover my brain because my dopamine receptors were destroyed by that disgusting addiction. I wish you the best to overcome porn obsession.
     
    Gogo123, May 16, 2021
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  2. May 17, 2021 #2
    sam30

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    I know the feeling.. keep going with this NoFap streak.. I’m over 105 days streak.. hope I don’t relapse even though my brain is tricking me
     
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  3. May 17, 2021 #3
    Positive951

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    I understand completely but remember watching porn in for losers and punks decide which type of guy u are
     
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  4. May 17, 2021 #4
    SlimTeleGuy

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    Reaching these numbers is very impressive gentlemen. Keep going your work will be rewarded.
     
    SlimTeleGuy, May 17, 2021
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  5. May 17, 2021 #5
    TimeToquitFolks

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    Well down bro for reaching three months. U have come really far. Monk mode will help you recover faster but requires a lot of sacrifices. Man I started at 12/13 years old watching porn and jerking off. I learnt a lot about this addiction. I am severely desensitise but its never too late. I am day 1 lets go.
     
    TimeToquitFolks, May 17, 2021
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  6. May 17, 2021 #6
    Doublep

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    I'm glad you have decided to stop. I have too it's been a few months and my goal is to remain pmo free for my life. I want to live my life the way I want not addicted to p m o
     
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  7. May 17, 2021 #7
    R92B

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    It’s never too late man. Welcome and best of luck, 91 days is an amazing achievement in itself. Gonna move this to the correct section for you
     
    R92B, May 17, 2021
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  8. May 17, 2021 #8
    greenishmoon

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    Impressive. Good journey.
     
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  9. May 18, 2021 #9
    MexFighter

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    Hi, welcome. Thanks for sharing your story..
    You didnt say it but does anyone knows about your addiction? My greatest advices is: confession..
    Talk about your addiction with a good friend or family member. You need to say it loud, speak out, hear yourself saying: I'm an addict and then keep that person as an AP (accountability partner) and then look for therapy.. Even if you live alone and "think you can do this by your own"... you cant, sorry, you need a support team..
    I tried for more than 10 years to fight this battle by my own and always failed ultil I confessed and look for help..
    Tambien tenemos este grupo de hispanohablantes por si quieres otro grupo de apoyo.. https://forum.nofap.com/index.php?threads/nofap-en-español.50547/page-886
    Good luck!
     
    MexFighter, May 18, 2021
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