NoFap (sex’ allowed, mastrubation is allowed, no release)

I was at day 30 on Monday. My mind was constantly bombarded by desire, always distracted. It was sooo annoying. I wish I could turn that all off with a switch. There’s no positive that it gives me. I work with women, I want to see them as humans, and I do. But the stupid “desire” thing is sooo annoying. If I met it in human form, my inner demon would come out and it would be a bad scene.

Anyway, I thought I was over it too. I was never addicted to porn when I was younger. I had a year and a half streak in the past.

we’ll get there!

 

no problem, sir.

 

The urges are still a pain in the butt at times, but I feel good for now. As you said, it does get easier as you progress.

Congrats for conquering another two days, Solidude! Keep up the good work!

 

A year and a half, no porn, no masturbation. I had a special friend for about ten months or so of that time.

ETA: no sex with that friend. Only sperm emission from wet dreams.

 

I made excuses and stopped caring.