Should I stop looking these things?

As usual, if you're easily triggered by the urge stay away from this post.

So, for the prologue. I've been abstaining for 5 days until now, which is unfortunately broken? this night (in my time) when I'm P subs-ing. Meanwhile yesterday, I'm able to take off the urge and even make a detalied plan for today. However, this morning (actually, 2 weeks ago) I stumbled upon a novel's illustrations (manga for 2 weeks ago) that have ... well ... my fetish and I'm triggered on them.

Here is the question, I'm not sure if it's a hobby or not but I think if I didn't triggered this easy all these things are actually ok and reccomended to move the trigger away. But in my case, since I'm easily triggered with ANYTHING while on low streak and chaser effect, I have no idea how do I able to pass these days if I'm not killing my time with reading. I usually don't really care novel's illustration but due to my condition now, I find myself looking at those (along with the manga) for an unhealthy amount of time that it start to trigger me. So, should I stop myself from doing these things?

*I'm not into --don't search please-- ecchi and hentai genre. It's just the usual romcom action stuff one.

-edit-
I'm basically triggered to anything while on mid streak, so if I want to avoid it, I need to do a completely triggerless activity like studying etc. But, sometime, I got bored and then start to read some book/novel as a refreshing. That's where this question start