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Relapsed to transwoman porn

Discussion in 'Compulsive Sexual Behavior' started by Kddyy, Jun 26, 2021.

  1. Kddyy

    Kddyy Fapstronaut

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    after watching tons of vidios of female i started finding something other and got transwoman video i am straight male as i am attracted to girls but don,t know why i get erected by transwoman porn. I think porn has toxic effect and therefore i will now not watch porn till 150 days
     
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  2. Vanquisher12

    Vanquisher12 Fapstronaut

    I’ve been there and it’s not pretty. It’s a sign that your brain is starting on the dark journey of looking for more stimulating and unusual content. Transgender girls spark a curiosity in a straight male about what a girl with a penis would look like and what it would be like to have sex with one, and though it can seem exciting and kinky at first it’s a sign that your addiction is getting worse.

    I urge you, whatever you do, turn back now, while you still can, because if you’re following the same path as me you’ll eventually move on from transwoman porn to gay porn (as seeing penises on transwomen will encourage your brain to start wondering what males look like naked and having sex) and that really messes with your confidence and your sanity, as you start questioning whether you’re even as straight as you thought you were. As a result I have been plagued by gay thoughts regularly on my journey to escape PMO, and I’m experiencing the frightening condition of getting erections as thoughts of gay sex but being flaccid at the thought of girls, even though it’s girls that attract me in daily life. I have been able to identify some root causes of it and that’s helped the thoughts to subside, but it is a hard and damaging battle.

    You at least have the chance to turn back while your brain is still primarily turned on by girls. Look into yourself and find out what it might be that makes you watch porn, and then take all action to resolve that. Once you’ve achieved that resisting the temptation to watch porn will become a lot easier.

    Good luck :)
     
  3. Melkhiresa

    Melkhiresa Fapstronaut

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    #Vanquisher12 make good points but the larger audience of transwoman is actually straight men and no being attracted to them will not make you attracted to men since they only have their genital in common but generally it is best to turn away from any kind of porn now before you escalate things.
    People will tell you that being attracted to transwoman is repressed gay desire but in my personal experience i have never and will never find a man attractive.
    well for the sake of honesty if one looked like a female and acted like one and dressed like one i might feel attracted by that is it
     
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  4. Yeah it's mostly straight guys watching this type of porn, including myself. You shouldn't be disgusted by your own sexuality - there is nothing wrong with you.
     
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  5. Melkhiresa

    Melkhiresa Fapstronaut

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    except watching too much porn, or planning to do it again after 150 days but to each their own.
     
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  6. Vanquisher12

    Vanquisher12 Fapstronaut

    Well I’m straight and for my first 4 years in porn addiction I never considered looking at gay porn, but my point was that because your brain is always looking for new material when it gets hooked on porn, gay sex is often the next thing it chooses because it’s the ‘next level’ of extremity on from transwoman porn, and that’s what happened to me.
     
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  7. We are here for recovery, not to be deprecated by other members for how much porn we consume. I stand by my statement that there is nothing wrong with op for being attracted to trans women or for watching porn.
     
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  8. Melkhiresa

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    i wasn't really judging, it was more of a joke(albeit of poor taste) since the number one reason(i think) people come here is to get rid of porn(not necessarily M) so his mentioning that he planned to watch it again after 150 days was a bit odd.
     
  9. wormlust

    wormlust Fapstronaut

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    Stop posting sh1t like that mr fallacious, him being on the downward spiral of more and more extreme content is extremely wrong, because not only does he risk PIED, some people actually get into crossdressing and other clown sh1t that totally ruins whatever goals they had pre-porn.
     

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