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OMG, very very near slip last night, near slipping at this moment. Must hold out from MO for about 8 more hours . . Apr 15, 2024 at 9:49 AM

+TenPercent was last seen:: Apr 18, 2024 at 9:00 PM

1. +TenPercent
  Day 287 without masturbating . . . to orgasm. Feeling down today and having a resurgence of the desire for "release"
  
  Oct 5, 2023
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  2. shred75
    How r you man.
    
    Oct 5, 2023
    
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  3. Mr.Tony
    Keep it up man - You are improving!
    
    Oct 5, 2023
    
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2. +TenPercent
  5th most recent profile post is over 12 hours old! Where have all the fapstronauts gone?
  
  Oct 2, 2023
  1. Sychar, Khufu, HealingBodyandMind and 1 other person like this.
  2. HealingBodyandMind
    yea... and plus, no new members are being added either...
    
    Oct 2, 2023
    
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  3. +TenPercent
    It's been backlogged for weeks. No new members will eventually kill this thing. :(
    
    Oct 5, 2023
    
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3. +TenPercent
  Day 282 without masturbating . . .
  
  Sep 30, 2023
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  2. Mr.Tony
    Keep it up!
    
    Sep 30, 2023
    
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4. +TenPercent
  Day 280 without masturbating . . . to orgasm, but still struggling with various forms of edging.
  
  Sep 28, 2023
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5. +TenPercent
  Day 11 without edging (but really struggling with the same trigger). Day 270 without MO. That's 90 days times three!!
  
  Sep 18, 2023
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6. +TenPercent
  Day 10 without edging. Doing pretty well. One intense trigger (the way a woman dressed) hijacked my brain a bit, left me with blue balls.
  
  Sep 17, 2023
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  2. System Shock
    Nice streak, that is something i am going for after my current streak:)
    
    Sep 18, 2023
    
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7. +TenPercent
  Day 6 without edging. Urges haven’t been too bad this week. Staying busy. But triggers hit really hard when they strike.
  
  Sep 13, 2023
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8. +TenPercent
  Day 3 without edging. It's a constant struggle to face life and turn away from temptations. Maybe it'll be easier as the weather gets cooler
  
  Sep 10, 2023
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9. +TenPercent
  Day 2 without edging. Wasn't a struggle yesterday (I felt awful!) but I can already feel the urges creeping back in. 261 days without MO.
  
  Sep 9, 2023
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10. +TenPercent
  Day 0 without edging. Slipped so easily. This is so hard! Nearly had an O which would have broken my 259 day streak without MO.
  
  Sep 7, 2023
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11. +TenPercent
  Day 8 without edging . . or zero? Slipping into borderline behaviour. I didn't touch (much) in the bath. Ugh, this is such a struggle!!
  
  Sep 6, 2023
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  2. +TenPercent
    Had a triggering event yesterday. SUPER aroused by a woman. After, I saw how my choices set me up for that (having too much caffeine and sugar, for example) but it is SO HARD to come down from that rush and not edge for more. Very near slip today, but not outright edging.
    
    Sep 6, 2023
    
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  3. Deleted Account
    Hey, you made it to stop. That's a great success!
    
    Sep 6, 2023
    
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12. +TenPercent
  Day 5 without edging. Already a bit of flatline and fear that I'll never feel arousal again, then a rush - too much at the wrong time!
  
  Sep 3, 2023
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  2. +TenPercent
    I will stick with it. I have to give up my whole life strategy of controlling my arousal levels through masturbation and edging. Control for me turns into overuse and abuse (of self). Sticking to it and optimistic. Withdrawing from abnormal dopamine levels.
    
    Sep 3, 2023
    
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13. +TenPercent
  Day 2 without edging. No touching for pleasure. Also mindful of seeking arousal through thought and visual stimuli . . . Day 252 without MO!
  
  Aug 31, 2023
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14. +TenPercent
  I am determined to stop edging . . . or at least cut back . . . starting tomorrow. Today marks 250 days without masturbating to orgasm.
  
  Aug 29, 2023
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  3. +TenPercent
    Thanks. 2 1/2 years without porn (3 little slips), 252 days without MO, but I see that I see that I control my dopamine and arousal levels through fantasy, ogling women, even by abusing caffeine and sugar. It's the perfect time to clean that up . . . right as I'm about to dive DEEP into 12 step recovery work. :)
    
    Aug 31, 2023
    
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  4. DeepRecovery
    PMOE for all stats then, tracked independently.
    
    Aug 31, 2023
    
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  5. Frassvelli
    Wow! So you really have what it takes to move forward! You will thank yourself later on for making life choices that changed you for the better. Trust what your heart wants you to do!
    
    Aug 31, 2023
    
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15. +TenPercent
  And now . . . 0 days without edging. I can't seem to stop myself! Yet, somehow I stopped before O. Grateful for that, at least.
  
  Aug 28, 2023
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  3. +TenPercent
    I just read a few articles on edging, from sex therapists and doctors. All had positive things to say about it and stated there were no side effects or consequences. I went almost a year without masturbation of any kind, and no orgasms, but have really struggled now that I am having sex.
    
    Aug 28, 2023
    
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  4. Frassvelli
    Oh well if that is good for you, then it is you who makes the choice. I do hope your brain gets to distinguish between getting the real O from sex than O from solo sex.
    
    Aug 28, 2023
    
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  5. Khufu
    thats a real sinister trap to fall into , hope you get out soon enough pal
    
    Aug 28, 2023
    
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16. +TenPercent
  249 days without masturbating to orgasm. Day 1 without edging.
  
  Aug 28, 2023
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17. +TenPercent
  248 days without MO. Had (great!) sex. Chasers. I want to masturbate SO BAD! Edged. Can’t stop myself. Ugh. But must not masturbate.
  
  Aug 27, 2023
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18. +TenPercent
  245 days without masturbating to orgasm. Survived a massage (without much issue) and hoping to "cycle down" from all the compulsive edging.
  
  Aug 24, 2023
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  3. TheLoneWolf88
    That's what I'm due for. Never had a massage, and I'm just too stressed out. I don't think it will cause any sexual stimulation for me, especially if I couldn't get aroused to lose my virginity last summer
    
    Aug 24, 2023
    
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  4. +TenPercent
    Hard-ons happen sometimes. Not that big of a deal. In 2018 I had an O and made a huge mess after many days and a lot of build up. Totally humiliating. Have had easily 30 massages since then with no incident, but I still worry about it a lot.
    
    Aug 24, 2023
    
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  5. TheLoneWolf88
    Yeah, and I'm sure they don't pay any mind to it. It's just a sign that you're relaxed
    
    Aug 24, 2023
19. +TenPercent
  Survived yesterday. Thus, day 244 without masturbating to orgasm. Have a massage coming up soon and now hoping that I haven't created a
  
  Aug 23, 2023
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  2. +TenPercent
    "hair trigger" from yesterday's edging. I have only ever had one "accident" during a massage but terrified that it could happen again.
    
    Aug 23, 2023
    
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20. +TenPercent
  Day 0 without edging. Just very very nearly M'd to O. Triggered by recent events. Had to put on my device. Grateful for the willingness!
  
  Aug 22, 2023
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Orgasm Addict. Compulsive Masturbator. Porn, Fantasy and Edging Addict. Longest streaks without O: 55, 63, 125, 129, 134, 154d.; without M: 191 days; without P: 454 days.
Best "imperfect" Streak = 325 days w/ one M slip (MO @125, WD @259, sex @ 296)
0 unauthorized voluntary releases (i.e. M) (of 4) in 2023 vs 18/22 in 2022 13/25 in 2021, 24/42 in 2020, 5/18 in 2019, 40/43 in 2018 and 82/82 in 2017.
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