Christmas for fappers

I wanted to start this thread to see if people can share this experience. One thing PMO does to a person is make once enjoyable things less enjoyable and sometimes miserable.

Take the holidays for example I bet a lot of people here are very depressed around the holidays.

I guess I shouldn't say what others are il just share my experience and see can others relate.

When I used to fap a lot I used to hate holidays so much. It feels like a giant burden to go be around grand parents and family when your depressed. Many people with mental illness hate holidays.

I've had some slips here recently but I also had a lot of success in the last 4 months so this Christmas wasn't bad. Thanksgiving was one of the best in a long time. I was actually enjoying myself and holding conversation. This was after a 78 day streak of success.

Bottom line I've had some extremely hard holidays very sad inside and I'm here to tell you it can get better. Christmas can be whatever you make it to be. Just work towards sobriety and take care of your self.

Merry christmas