Day 5 no p Day 3 no M Day 1 Nofap

Well, I went on a 6 month nofap run late last year. When the pandemic hit I started a 12 week Testosterone cycle t get back in shape at 42 years old and that was the end of the nofap run after almost 6 months. But when I cam back the addiction grew worse as I was home constantly and my industry has shut down with the rest of the world. 15 weeks later I need to get back on the NoFap train. My girl had back to back miscarriages late last year which pretty much destroyed our sex life and her libido so I'm going for a hard 30 day reset at which point I will introduce orgasm for the next 60 for a total of 90. But I would like to go for a year. I have an addictive personality and do better with abstinence regarding ANYthing where addiction is involved. From what i remember it was at about the 45 day mark where it became easy and began to become something that I never thought about.

The whole SO's ruined libido thing has been epically difficult for me as I tend to have always put a substantial amount of importance on my sex life throughout my life. I have been unbelievably difficult towards her over it which I am not proud of and have just had a hard fucking time adjusting to it from our previous porn style sex honeymoon period. So taking a shot at a truly sexual healing where I can be a better man and partner and not have sex ruin my relationship or run my life as it has done in the previous 30 years. (lol kinda)

 

Checking in man Day 2 of this 100 day challenge. What helps me personally is bring my higher power into my thoughts when I get tempted by even a thought when a college co-ed walks by in short shorts for the summer. Try not to let my thoughts carry me to fantasy land where I start licking my lips and become tempted in front of the computer.