30 Day Lite Mode Challenge

17/30

 

18/30

 

19/30

Today's been a great day! I did a walk in the woods with my girlfriend for the first time in two months and.... I know, a walk is nothing special, but it sounded to me like a wonderful experience to do with my gf after so much time!

 

20/30
today's been bad: i can't concentrate on anything.... I saw a movie but nothing more. Moreover this morning I was very closer to edging, so..... yeah, very bad day.

 

You'll only get better from here on. The important is never losing your goal: detroy your addiction. No matter how long it takes, as long as you never give up

 

however... 21/30

 

Today I edged. Not exactly on P pics/videos, but still 3x material. Sorry @Philosophical_Dad , I failed you.
Should I restart a new challenge or I should put 21/30 (so my streak remain the same, less this day)?

 

Thanks for your comment, @Philosophical_Dad ! Unfortunetly I've relapsed today too, so I think for me it's better to start a new fresh challenge.
I start doubting if my desire to trasngress sexually is an induced-PA effect or if simply part of sexual nature. I've very little experience in sex field, but still....
What do you think, @Philosophical_Dad ? Do you ever wish you were doing something sexually insane (like, for example, going in a Club Prive or something similar...)?

 

Thank again. After relapsing for two days I'm feeeling fresh and ready to start a new challenge. I thought about my fantasies and I've come to the conclusion that I should avoid them even if they're part of my sexual interests. Going in a privé would mean cheating on my GF and I don't want that...

 

Ok I wasn't really ready... I relapsed today too
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