Can't Stop Urges

My first time watching porn was 6 years ago and i don't really develop an addiction until last year, i rarely masturbate that much until last year too. Ever since then for a couple months i became addicted to it. When the quarantine back in March 2020 happened i became even more addicted to it. I found nofap on July 2020 and have been fighting my addiction ever since. I had a couple of streaks for the past 4 months. 18 days, 5 days, 8 days, 9 days, 14 days, 25 days. But that URGE keeps coming and i need help. Obviously my family would be disgusted if i confess and my friends would too. I don't wanna be a porn addict for the next 5 years. Now i'm on day 1 again and i need someone to help me.