I'm on day 12 which is my longest streak so far and today is the worst day. I played a video game called GTA 5 and I was doing a mission and saw strippers which caused me to be super super horny. However, I did not relapse although the urge stayed for a full 4 hours. My mind is trying to play games with me by telling me that porn and masturbation isn't bad but I won't fall for it. I wouldn't consider myself a porn addict but it really hit me when I was with my girlfriend and I was about to get my first blowjob ever and I couldn't get hard (I'm 18 and a virgin). I'm wondering if I will get aroused by my girlfriend after the 90 day reboot.
Good on you for not falling for your own mind games. I absolutely promise that as the days progress everything gets easier and you will feel better about yourself. Relax about things with your girlfriend, everything will happen naturally if you allow it. Just remember that you are not a machine that gets hard at the flick of a switch. Men need foreplay too.
Get rid of the video games. Seriously, throw it out, or sell it. They will be as big of a problem in your life as porn. They are just as addictive and will lead to similar negative consequences. Try real life, it's better.
I used to be addicted to video games when I was younger now because its summer I'm playing it as a past time. During the school year I don't play it at all so that won't be hard for me.