Lukewarmness

I don't play videogames but I watch walkthrough or cutscenes movie sometime.
I 'm technically virgin but I mentally fornicated countless times with PMO also.
I have clear enough goals and plan but I neglect my housekeeping and hygiene.
I guess I'm handsome, but my body is neglected again mainly with a little unshaved belly.
I enjoy calm or classical pieces but I also can listen to vaporwave and some electro.
I find myself blurred in the distraction mist of this temporary fallen world which I can legally exploit for my prosperity.

I assume this as a withdrawal symptom fading away as I abstain.

Just have to keep on.

Better is the sight of the eyes than the wandering of the desire: this is also vanity and vexation of spirit. -Ecclesiastes 6:9

 

I'll hire a maid eventually, for my studio apt