On my journey

Hi, I am on 98th day on my celibacy journey.
I have chosen to be in celibacy whole my life. My head feels very clear and i can enjoy now fully of this world. I love it I've come this far.
I have many ideas what I want to do in a future and i don't feel empty any more.
Sometimes I get some anger symptoms and i start to hitting my head or body.
I think I am a bit anxied of this world because there is too much sexual everywhere and i hate it...