Consciously on my longest streak

So my counter will change in 2h to 4 Day and it's the longest streak I've ever managed to achieve consciously (To be able to actually do PMO but fight against it and not to go there). Today I didn't relapse after I watched final episode of GoT, some of the hot actors have been the trigger for me for a while already but managed to fight against this time!

I already notice some changes like getting some dopamine drives through my head for few second time to time. Smiling to people. Making stronger eye contact which been nearly impossible to do earlier. To give a less fuck what other people think about me (It does not cause of this 4 days. I've been trying recover from that way longer, but while doing NoFap it's getting stronger day by day.)

My next mission is to delete all my ~200+ GB of porn from my computer but it feels so freaking hard to actually do it. Maybe I just should go for it and maybe it will relieve my urges.

Hopefully, I can fight through this shit we call PMO.

 

Well I relapsed last night before sleep after reading some news article of leaked pictures and Instagram models. I think it's time to set a goal and work even harder and actually remove those..

 

Little add to the last post, relapsed once again but this time right after watching it, I dived into my folders and deleted every f***ing thing permanently.
Recorded that deleting process so I can watch it over if I happen to wonder someday where all my P disappeared and remember this moment and thoughts what I have in my mind right now.

Had whole night images in my eyes of something I have watched recently and then I reasoned it, and I bet many of us have had same reason atleast once which was: "One last time". For me, it felt hard to remove all the stuff earlier this week but every time after I watch it, I lose interest for P and for everything about PMO. So it was now extremely easy to just go and delete, maybe I will regret it tomorrow, and if yes then I'll drive through it. I think that this makes me think at least a bit why I removed those.
Atleast now, at 4 AM I think this was some kind of achievement.

Gonna install that K9 Blocker tomorrow and pass the password to my brother or something.